Feeling so low .. I wish Kash kash I would have doremon  .. I could see my future life

Would you be willing to know the moment of when you'll die?? 

I hope not then why worry about the future!

Because I attached with someone and unfortunately I became his wife and he doesn’t love me as much as I do for him ..I am like nothing for him 

Confusion

It's just been a day that I haven't talked to him, and it's already killing me. I feel like I'm gonna die. This is such a strange feeling and I can't really bear it. I don't want to text him but I think I might do that. I can't deal with his absence. It's killing me inside. 

Relationships

Hey Hi All,

I am writing this as I really need help to understand a psyche of a guy's mind. I recently had a fight with him and the fault was mine I just overreacted over the situation...we are not in a relationship but more than friends. I just blocked him after that , but after realizing my mistake  I said sorry as well and started talking...I wanna make up for the fight, but now I don't know why he is behaving like he doesn't care anymore...he is replying after 1 day or more kind of ignoring...I am literally feeling miserable after that day..and I want to tell him all of this but not able to figure out how to initiate the talk..and this is not allowing me to focus anymore in my work or any other activity. I can move on but in my mind there are two things going on either to settle this for once and all or atleast try having one more chance.

It would be helpful to me if anyone has any suggestions or advice for this.

Why is it necessary to lose people day by day? I can't take it anymore. People with whom I used to make joke that made me smile everyday they are just gone. I can't find them anymore. Why is it so hard to keep a healthy friendship! Is it to much to want a friend to talk at the end of the day! 

Adulting

I want to tell you my story. I am a 16-year-old girl who lives in a small town in Texas. Growing up my mother and father were cocaine addicts. My dad was sentenced to 14 years in state prison when I was six years’ old. My mother fell into depression and abandoned my three siblings and I multiple times. She would come back for at least three days and then leave for months. My little sister and I would stay with my grandma and friends from time to time. Years went by and my dad got out on parole and my mom found another boyfriend. My sister and I went to live with my mother, but we moved to a lot of different places since none of her relationships lasted. When I turned 15, she introduced me and my sister to hardcore drugs like cocaine, crack, and even meth. She said it was okay and it wasn’t bad, so I did a lot of drugs with them. Almost a year later I got tired of it and I hated the way it made us look, so I tried to get them to stop with me, which didn’t last long. I knew my mother was too caught up in it, so I decided to leave with my dad and get cleaned up. When I told her she immediately started to beat me, so I curled up in a ball and tried to protect myself. I yelled at her to stop and my little sister walked in and jumped in and started hitting and kicking me telling me not to be yelling. After I was beaten my mother told me awful things and had someone watch me so I couldn’t run away. When they took a trip somewhere I managed to get out and I didn’t stop running till I got to my friend’s house. In tears I tried to tell her mom what happened but she ended up telling me to take a hike and didn’t want anything to do with the situation. I was on the street for hours with no phone or any of my belongings. I knocked from house to house till someone let me borrow their phone. I called my stepmom and she told me to go to the police so my aunt could pick me up. I was there for hours to the point where I fell asleep. My aunt and the officers took pictures of the bruises were left on my body. When my mother came in she started yelling and told her part of the story. She told them I went at my sister and all she did was slap my sister and I. One of my sister’s friends were there and lied to them saying I was lying. I left went my aunt and she drove me six hours away to my dad’s house. Him and his family got me into therapy and got me a drug counselor and put me on the right path. On four months, I will be a year drug free. I got back into school and now I just don’t want to mess up again. After my experience, it helped me realize how kids take their parents for granted. But in my case, I wish I had strict parents growing up. I cherish every moment with my family and thank God every day for the family I have now.

PTSD

Every message I’ve sent to him before said delivered and now none of my messages say delivered and it’s been two weeks does that mean I’m blocked?

3am Thoughts

I have a freaking test this weekend aka Sunday. Nah I am not worried abt not being in the top list but I need to get better marks than my previous exam. And I am kinda feeling low with mah confidence 💀

Education

You know colors gives an impact on your behavior. Different colors have distinct meanings, connotations, and psychological effects that varies across.
The human brain associates warm colors—such as red, orange, and yellow—with a range of feelings, including passion, comfort, anger, and power.
Cool colors—such as blue, green, and purple—have the opposite effect, creating a calming atmosphere that counteracts feelings of anxiety. While cool tones can calm and soothe an uneasy disposition.

Books

I wish i didn't look at other people for validation and acceptance. I never feel okay just being no matter what. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts