Feeling so helpless… seeing every near ones happy and successful and honest in there relationships… why I am the only one who doesn’t have a good relationship after 1 month of marriage I came to know he is having affair the girl left him then he came back on track and now after 11 years he is again cheating on me inspite of having kid…it means I am the guilty here who cannot hold him… sometimes I feel to kill myself then I see my baby who is obsessed with me… what should I do… I don’t want to end the relationship…