Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I wish it was that simple. I’m getting anxiety just imagining a life without her. All these thoughts and memories just come rushing in and mess with my mind. I know I should be done with it… but its not going away.

Even i accept the reality it still hurts trying for hours still cant sleep memories and picture of that person keep coming in my head

*can not

Saamee dude

And just imagine that person would be sleeping so well right now. I hate this. I hate them for what they did to us.

But I also love him. :(

Its just so hard.

@Original poster, how long you guys were together??

5 yrs. I guess now I have abandonment issues. I wake up at night, gasping for air. Its like my heart would jump out of my chest. I’ve started smoking just to take the edge off. I know its bad but that’s the only way I get some sort of break from the hell its been.

I hate people now. They screw up and we pay the price. We in turn be bad to ourselves. Please dont smoke man.

Omg i experience the same thing i get out of breath in middle of the nights also i feel so tired all the time dont wanna do anything but i dont smoke so somehow trying to be better

I’ll try… its just nothing makes me feel good about my life. I’m stuck in that slump you know. I know I need to pull thru. I guess I’ll just need to wait and see. Never make someone your entire world.

I feel you bro.
You can never trust people with emotions. They may wake up one day and feel entirely different.

Question is HOW.

Not any bit easy.

Remove that person from your life… talk with friends try to be less alone so u can move on

When u are alone also free we only keep thinking of them i guess

What if you dont have lot of close friends in first place :(

Yes, that’s what’s happening

I can be your friend if u want there is nothing wrong in being with friends with someone

He also told the same thing and then went ahead to break my heart.

We can share our experiences and be less lonely i guess

Umm i dont think u will fall for everyone he was 1 person in many of other guys

I just installed this app so i can talk with people experiencing the same thing

I get it. I am just mad at people. Mad at him. Super mad. How can he do something like this? 😢

I feel like pinging him rn and talk/hold him before I sleep :(

This hurts.

We cant control other people’s heart 💔it changes every time they meet someone new unless they are committed to u

Thats not a good thing to do rn u are just showing him how desperate u are and he will ignore u more after this

Yeah that can be too a case but that is only if u are sure at some point he really loved u otherwise u are just wasting your energy on someone who never loved u

If there’s a chance to make amends, please do. Some times its just space that person is seeking. The best you can do is give it to them without losing yourself. No point in pursuing a lost cause. It’ll only end up breaking your heart into more pieces than you can ever recover.

I dont know if what he said or expressed was genuine now. But he used to care for me a lot. I miss that as hell now.

But what broke me was that he woke up confused one day. And told that he misses his ex and her voice. I was shattered. :(
And this was after we had gotten in a physical relationship. But despite all this, he didnt stop caring for me. This was a messed up situation. I asked him to leave. He went. Still talks to his ex. And has stopped giving me the attention he used to. It’s like he came and explored and went away. What’s worse is that he was one of my closest friends. it’s so hard to get a closure on this one that I can literally die instead.

An innocent person got killed in the process :(

That must be hurting soo hardd im so sorry that happened to u but according to what u told he is toxic to be with, how can he be in physical relationship with u and then tell u he misses his ex like wtf u didnt remember her before getting physical i think u should leave him as soon as possible becoz he will keep using your feelings and take advantage of u
Even if somehow things work and he is back to u again he might do same thing again after some months that he misses his ex wtf

Also, he has been having On and off relationship with his ex before me. Like she never treated him well. They barely used to talk once in a month or so. And most if the times, theynysed to fight.

I think this guy is fully messed up in his head. Just made a joke out of me.

I know right. I broke off with him before he left. But it just hurts. The pain is immense. I dont think I can ever move on from this one.

Maybe he just used u to forget about his ex im so sorry this happened to u but i dont think u should chase someone like this u will only get hurt later

Remove him from your life completely from your insta whatsapp dont meet him
Try to be more with your friends so u feel less lonely
I think when we are alone and free we keep thinking about them

Yep. But he was so caring and nice. Like super caring. I feel so bad. I hate him. But I also cant get over him.

He was a very good friend.
How can he do this to me? How.

And now my entire place is a mess. Nothing cleaned up. I’m not eating properly these days too.

I hate this kind of betrayal. He wasn’t a good person to begin with. What he did was unforgivable. Having second thoughts after hooking up with someone, giving false hopes is just selfish and shameful. No offense.

We were kindda staying together. After 2 weeks, he woke up and said all that. And in his defense, he said that he noticed his ex had changed her dp. And that reminded him of her. And the way she used to talk. He also told me Sorry many times and said that he messed it up big time. I dont know if he did it innocently or this was in his head since long time.

But I hate him for this. He started the romantic linework with me. And I fell. I knew him as a friend. There are things which I found cute about him. And I know the bad parts too. So as a friend I have accepted the whole of him. And its not just that. I also have an ex and I was moving on so I had suggested in the beginning that let’s not get serious. But he only convinced and drew me into a serious one. Saying that he wants a serious one with me. And that he loves being with me and talking to me.

Now all this only hurts.

Yes. But I dont know how to move on.

You’re too kind. There no defense. I’m sorry but I hate disloyal people. They get on my nerves. Now all you can do is move on because trusting him again would be a huge mistake. He’s not over his ex and it’ll mess with your mental health. You’re better off alone. Time will bring you soulmate who’ll make you his entire world. Just wait.

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