Feeling shitty. Please give any genuine advise.
 I got one friend online. Even tho I am in depression, not so well still he kept putting efforts idk why, shows he is caring and all. Tho I don't feel he is really Caring or just lying. Ig coz He just finds me cute? But yesterday he asked he wants to see me and asked for my pic and also said he have asked me before too, even I told he never did. And knows I am not going to give him my pic. 
I genuinely cared for this friend. Coz I only had him. And He have a lot as I think, especially girls uk. Tho I can't show but why he did so to me yesterday. I am really upset coz of this behaviour. Feeling hurt.

You do the same? You play with girls feelings???

Is everyone like that? Uk Just like this trust issues never fades

Right I think so too. even tho I told him everything he did this. He knows everything, even shares with me whatever he wants to speak. Uk I just hate this happened to me. Thanks for being honest. I wanted to listen this it. 

Vents. But now what? I can't trust anyone. All those sharing and all seems fake.

I am fine, feeling this rage to beat him up. But I don't want to talk or meet him either. Other than that am good. Learned a lesson :)

Why does it matter? Yeah I am not a teen. So judging huh

Friends

Saw him after almost 2years... we are friends only from his side tho...I like him...so we talk almost daily...and I know him since college days but we weren't close that time...today we met...we had a interaction for may be 2minutes...and all I've been thinking about is this all night long...oh god this isn't right...we couldn't say anything when we saw eachother Idk may be we both were so nervous after seeing eachother all of a sudden...he went home and texted me like 10 or 11 times saying hiw nervous he was...and how he ruined the small interaction by saying nothing...now who's gonna tell him that here I am thinkin about him till late oh my god why is this happening..
I NEED TO CALM DOWN😭😭😭😭😭

3am Thoughts

My boyfriend blocked me and wanted to break up with me yesterday. We are in a long-distance relationship. I just got mad cause he didn't reply to my comment on his post but he replied to other girls. He's been explaining the reason why he didn't and I did not believe him. So he blocked me. Fortunately, I can still open my previous account so I messaged him there and begged him not to leave me. We've talked about it and now we're still together. But he's still mad at me. And now I feel uncoordinated. I have bipolar disorder. Everything became a blur he wanted to break up with me. And taking two of my pills came to my mind. It hurts a lot. 

Bipolar Disorder

Fights
Constant and frequent and increasing in intensity
I love him
We have been together for 6 years
WE have made so much mistakes 
Now, fighting on small issue which manifest past problems and make it bigger
Its me who says sorry to settle things but the words that I left unsaid keep building up inside me and hurting me mostly
I am in constant sadness and pain
No, word to put it together how badly I want the warmth I felt before.
Like, I am lost in a white fog. 

Relationships

Its about time . His haldi function is today,  engagement  is on Thursday and then Shadi.  Why am i still awaiting  a last-minute  turn around.  He is doing for his mom's happiness, who is embarrassed  enough  by her elder son's  inter faith wedding not working out well. So her younger  son is bound by it and she started risking  her health in all this.  I so much so want something to happen  that she is happy to accept me. He is not happy  either.  I accompanied him last few days for shopping  of his wedding  only to spend more time with him. I wanted to even see him today but couldn't.  It's getting  very tough now.  What would i do post his shadi

Love

Yesterday, I saw the FB profile of the guy I dated last year. 
We don't talk anymore for 5 months already we both choose to separate ways because of me afraid of being relationship and him still in love with her ex. As the Past months passed by I still loved him and wanted him back. The Last word he told me was "That I'm hard to love".
But every day those months my only prayer was he would meet someone that could be love him the way he wanted to be loved. And then I saw this FB profile her hands and the hands of a girl wearing a watch. Deep in my heart, I feel small pain and I feel Happy too. Pain because I still love him and wanted him but it's not me anymore. Happy because finally someone could take care of him, love him, and believe in him. I also thank God that he answered my prayer for him. And me still praying that someday I gonna meet again another person that for me. Also, I'm blessed bcoz I still have my parents and siblings by my side. Loving a person is not just about you loving him/her when you see him/her happy that is called love. 


my crush texted me after 6 months of not seeing him… idk what he’s intentions are but god i still got that in my heart when i first saw bis text.. so what do you guys think is this just random way to saying hello or he’s trying to get my attention? 

I went on a date with a guy after speaking to him for over a week and half he is good he brought flowers..as its my bday and he behaved well and mentioned that he is looking for a long term and not hook ups as I said me too..but I think he still is talking to other girls not think I know I saw but it's just one date so I agree he might not like me and talk to others but he is asking for a second date and is still talking to others..I personally after 5 years of being single and heart broken and recovered from my previous relationship..i don't want to play he is good but now I'm wondering if it's all true or I'm idealizing him..he is decent and I love flowers so it costed me my conscious but now that I think it might happen with everyone right..? But i ..I saved those flowers imagining what if it turns out to be great and then this will be our frst meet flowers ..just tell me the truth what you're thinking please 

I got into a relationship two years ago. His father is not accepting me.  I loved him. Made plans about us. He was nice to me when were together. He couldn't take a stand for me. He couldn't go against his father. I hate him. I'm at the age where I have to marry another guy. I'm not able to choose the right person for me. I'm very much confused. 

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