Feeling sad... Few friends took my funds they are not returning now what Is the solution how can those people understand my situation 

I am not that kid person to beat requesting like anything 

Thanks for reply.. Buy how I am requesting them they are not taking it serious 


Thanks for your patience long reply .. If I wont ask them they are okay to talk either male or female both are same... All in my friends are selfish.. They are doing their engagements... Paying their emis not my money... Hangingout with friends.. Purchasing lands all are doing but why they are not returning.. I think I have to stop talking with friend's and left the money to God... 

Cheating

Har kahani me ek kahani hai, par ye kahani bhi to kitni purani hai. 

3am Thoughts

I don't know if you also feel the same about the thing that I'm going to tell you about. Do you also feel bad or exhausted, when your old school friends doesn't include you in their plans, all are involved except you? Does it really hurt only me or all of you out there? I don't know. This thought has been running in my head for about 7 years. Now, my school life has been ended, and it's been 1 year that my school life is ended, but when I see their pictures on my status, with my other friends except me, I feel really hurt and exhausted. Even there were days when I cried a lot, and I didn't get any answer to that. I really felt bad. We were good friends, I tried my best to be a good friend, but where did it all go wrong? That everyone cut all the connections with me. I know that they were not so good. Some were bitching behind my back, some were planning to destroy me, and some just pretended to be my friend. But still it hurts, why can you help me by giving an answer? And also how to feel good after all of this? 🙃😣

Chaand tarashe sari Umar 
tab kuch dhoop kamayi hai..
Mai bichda hu daali se,
Duniya kyu murjhayi hai?
Dil par kisne dastak di,
Tum ho ya tanhaai hai..

Here is a sad, but interesting story. I solved a very big mystery in my life today. I am 29 years old. I have always been told that I get attached to people very soon. If I had a penny for every time I heard this, I'd beat Ambani. 

Why do I get attached so quickly?
Why do I share my life's stories so quickly?
Why do I speak like I've known them for years?
Why do I act like they are my best friend?
Why did I think just cause they are nice to me they wanna be my friend?

It was hard but SIMPLE truth, my dumb brain took a while (years) to understand or realise this and the answer came to me. 

Im speaking nothing but the truth when I say this - I have, not once in my entire life, experienced what having a friend is. NOT ONCE, even for 5 seconds. 
Kindergarten to college to work to being 29 years old. My inbox is empty, I dont have a friend to share reels with or acquaintances, I dont know how it is to have a friend. 
In college and school, I used to hide in the library cause of lack of friends. 

Eventually, the need to have one was much that I had intentionally become a desperate toxic person, needy for friends and some attention. 

SO yeah - Now, off late when people try to be friends with me, Its funny. I feel like saying "im good, no thanks." i've gotten used to this... 

LMAO friends/friendship, words I never got to use in my life. 

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