Feeling sad. Failed my competitive exam in my drop year and now everyone in scared about my future

If you are really passionate about becoming a doctor, forget NEET and go for MBBS somewhere in Eastern Europe or Central Asia. You would still need to clear an exam to practice in India, but at least you'll be a doctor.

Bruh apne aap se clear krne aur papa ke paise pe krne mai farq hai na. It doesn't feel like victory 

Books

Going to another city for exams tomorrow ! Feeling homesick before leaving the home🥺

Anxiety

Just got my test marks today
So i just came in 11th and i had my first mock neet last sunday
I scored very bad marks 
My parents are also upset with my marks
I gave my 100% but still didn't score well
I tried so hard but still i didn't get the result
I am already losing hope

I can only study when i bet with someone. If i say i will do it to someone i do it. But can't do anything on my own will. I have exams coming. I desperately need to pass. What can i do? 
My distractions
1. Kdrama entire kworld
My daydreams
My anxieties whether i can do it or not
Procastination


I need someone to guide😭😭

God i hate this , my cramps are so bad right now . I have to study but my whole back and abdomen and feet are aching . I have tests but this is killing me , i have been trying to study cuz I don't want to be weak but this is unbearable !!

Period

I am studying 11 grade, I have lost all my routine usually I used to get 95% in my schl age before corona but now all went into dirt, not able to make a routine, I wanna study, my college is starting from tmrw, till today online.. From tmrw I wanna get back to study.. The timinhs are 8-430 .. Then when to study help me out!! Plz.. When ever I make a time table I skip it.. I dont know why.... Plz help me out!! I have a good aim to do with it.. Help me out!! 

College

*A **must read** for all our pals who received or are waiting for their 10th/12th results .*
 **"If a problem is fixable, 
if a situation is such 
that you can do something 
about it, then there 
no need to worry. 
If it's not fixable, then 
there is no help in worrying.
There is no benefit worrying
whatsoever . "**
-Dalai Lama
Congratulations to all of them who have 
already received their results 
And All the Best to all who are still waiting for theirs. Remember there is no benefit worrying.

Stress

I don't have my shit together. I feel like I playing a loosing game. I keep procrastinating and I only have about two and a half weeks till exams. I feel like shit. I have no motivation. I want to cry. I know exams may not mean a lot to many people, but my family and myself are putting pressure on my to get high scores and I feel like my future relies on it. Wishing I didn't exist may be dramatic, but at this point it would be more peaceful and easier. 

I am literally confused like nxt month my college gonna reopen and I should start studying for my competitive exams also and I am putting my 100% of it no one is recognizing my hard work at home and all they do is just scold me for my studying, behaviour, attitude and everything and I also get criticised by everyone in my home also

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