Feeling sad and angry about something. Whatever people say let me tell you one thing Money is VERY Important.. After Covid everything is so damn expensive.....


Money Problems

Its 1 year to lockdown in india because of pandamic. As situation of covid 19 is again increasing. I am becoming more and more anxious of this .....
Actually last year was very rough for me i have lost my job, have seen domestic voilence in my family during last year. Mental emotional pressure was at its peak. I am very worried if lockdown happens again everyone in my family will be at home... N again those things will happen which will be out of my reach to handle...... 

Feeling lost, don't wanna live. I know people are struggling for their life during this pandemic but here I'm with no intentions to live anymore. 

Lonely

Can boards get suspended because of 2nd wave of covid?

Overthinking

Ever since the pandemic happened, I haven't had a real social connection. I feel all alone and it might help if I can connect with some. Because of that desperation I came here. Any want to talk share things on a periodic basis. I would really love to do that.

Depression

haven't visited this amazing platform for a while now and I am guilty of leaving these amazing people alone in their sorrows. I hope everyone is doing ok, it doesn't feel like the right thing to ask during a pandemic but still feel free to share 🌞

Life

idk what to do anymore tbh. one of my friends said her mum had covid so she has to isolate and all that. and then our other friend said she had this faint line on her covid test (the faint line was on positive). and she said that she had covid the day after the other friend said that her mum had covid and we’re in like a trio group yk? and i had to be alone at school for a good 5 days spending my break in the toilets. And I DONT even know if she lied about that or not because the girl who said she had a faint line on her test already had covid once and before she said she had covid I was with her on the weekend and she never said anything. i was with her for 4+ HOURS. And it’s really confusing. tbh i don’t even know what im gonna do when they come back to school.

Confusion

I considered myself a very strong and resilient person. Been doing covid duties for over an year and I was able to manage it well in first wave. But second covid wave in india  has just broken my spirits so badly. Being a doctor and having to see so many people die in succession. 
The only feelings I am Left with are helplessness , guilty , frustration and exhaustion. It's really taking a toll on every doctors mental health. Sigh.

COVID-19

Part 3:

Then Covid happened and all hell break loose...And some us were made to work in 12 hours shift with mandatory quarantine and others get to WFH and guess who gets what 😑.
 With the lingering thought of causing harm to family members knowingly or unknowingly with Corona ,stress, anxiety becomes my friend and getting wholly devoted in work only could help negating those thoughts. In between those we had some chats,and one  friend of her told me about being her already in relationship...


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