Work is what gets me going. But, I am still trying to figure out, what satisfies my restlessness. I guess, that’s the irony. I can’t figure out.

Have u tried not thinking about it? I know it’s not that easy,they still pop up but…🤷‍♀️

Oh, trust me. I have tried and failed everytime.

How about going somewhere,like on a trip something?😬

Yeah. That’s one respite. But, for how long !

As long as you need,you know better😊

Lost. Like it’s empty inside me. All silent.

So what are things that calms you down ?

Music, for one. Reading. And I guess nature photography.

Than do the things that keep you alive, that keeps you calm.

I try. It helps for a while. But, all that darkness creeps back inside after a while.

Well you know what dear, you can keep urslf busy all day but when at night you hit the bed all the thoughts comes running back to you yeah i know that feeling but again there will be a new sunny day right. And again you will be okay. So hang in there.

That’s what keep me going. But, it’s difficult to go through the silences of night. It hits you back and you go into swirl all over again. And you feel sorry for yourself.

Yeah but that’s life right. You can’t run from it. What is life without any ups & downs. See it from the point of view of the universe. Trust me god will never give you more pain than you can handle. He know what you are capable of.