Feeling positive and great.
Change your mindset, change your world. I know it isn't easy but think of it. you choose to be worried or happy? just think of it. when you need no reason to be worried do you think you need certain reasons to be happy?.  😃😃

Hey. I absolutely agree with you. We can actually we be happy without a reason, we don’t need a reason to be happy!!

Motivation

"Nigaahein neeche aur sar jhukaaye baithi hai,
Ek ladki hai jo dil churaye baithi hai" 
😛❤

Crush

Vengeful 
Dated after 3 years .
Pursued by a guy. Dated two weeks and he broke off saying I'm bad at a Blow job.
I let him touch me.
Kept myself untouched 3 years.
Promised me commitment and boiled down to Ghosting.
Kinda feel like Reporting to HR or FIR.



Anger Issues

Is anyone from mumbai who would like to have a chat??

Friends

I am totally loosing it I am to much in pain I don't know what to do further in life I have done everything to get a better life but I failed everytime and I have no one to cheer me up to move forward and I am not in a condition to cheer myself because I have failed in everything... Hope to get motivational support and positive thoughts.

Career

I don't feel safe in my house with my family. 

Their principles,belief system.. my thoughts and  my choices for life do not match at all.
On my healing journey iv learnt to build strong boundaries,not settle for less, learning to say No and prioritizing my needs on top of anyone else as my peace is of utmost importance to me. 

I enjoy my company. I am 30+ single and after making wrong choices I have learnt a lot. 

My intention is to build my own life and I really want to move out of the country. 

My family has just been unsupportive of my choices. I just feel I don't have any where I belong or have anyone whom I can count on whom I can feel vulnerable towards or feel seen and heard.  

Offlate iv just been feeling like giving up on everything.my dreams. 

Everyone is just so busy. 

People who say they will always be for you.. like siblings, hurts when they ask you to settle down for less and make  choices only to settle down.

My healing journey has immensely taught me a lot about my patterns and the wounded space that I was in.  Mediation, grounding, journalling has has helped me. However, my mom   keeps pushing my buttons. 

It all just sounds  as though people care but in reality they don't.

I really don't know who to count on. 

I come across as a selfish kid in the  family. The black sheep of the family. 

That's certainly not my intention. 
There used to be a time when I used to feel safe amidst my family and we share great memories and I'm grateful to them. I don't see there is a healthy tangent prevailing anymore. 

Just because of my choices for life are not in sync with the family iv become the odd one out.

There's nothing positive in the house.

I try  to keep myself in high vibrational state but everything and everyone has an agenda behind every act of theirs especially mom. 

Im like sucked in the lower vibration which i really dislike as being a former depression patient my  energy is off prime importance to me. 

I don't like to be around people who suck my energy.

Im  not that financially strong. I just want to do what makes me my authentic self  and not live in the competitive and ego self and always be on the run. Like living in the Matrix is not what I'm looking for. 

Im just tired. What should I do? 

Should I give up on my parents completely which is a hard pill to swallow but I don't see the point of staying with them anymore. It's just being dependent on them and living / leading my life as per their projections which I'm certainly not keen on leading my life that way.

My heart only goes out for my dad and my 3year niece! No one else but I choose to remain detached from my niece. She's the only pure thing in my life for now.

I want to run away from this energy.my house.

Thankyou for reading my long post 




 



Lonely

On the days you’re hurt the most, u hurt other people…

Depression

Abhi Abhi - kk

Music

People fall out of  love for the same reason they fall in love for... you proved it right..you left like nothing matters to you anymore.. Your happiness is my happiness but why does love hurt so much..was it even love or just a phase

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