Feeling messy.have a lot work to do but am in stuck with my mind

Thanks Aryan...... actually I am trying all those things you know.......but today a hectic travel and some other stuff kept me aside.
That's y
Thank you🥰

Work

Everything has a time, just wait for that right moment 💭 

Affirmations

Heya! How're you all doing? 

3am Thoughts

Oh how I miss you and love you so terribly much, Meredith ￼

Depression

Left job kahi job nhi mil rhi i don't know kya hoga

I am in a relationship from 3 years. Its good but he gets insecure a lot. First it was my friend ( who was also someone i called brother), I thought he will get over it but it took me a year to convince him, that he is not a wrong person. He did understand but its been a loop, its one friend or the another but now he is insecure about my ex best friend, she and I were very close ( like the bestest of friends) then things happened and we drift apart, but now I am trying to build my bond with her and he wants me to cut off contacts for my mental sanity because according to HIM she is not a good person. Its been 4-5 people he has been insecure about till now. 

Is this healthy? There are times where I feel stuck. What to do?  

Boyfriend

Actually i was attached to my siblings .......they left me all alone when I was depressed because of family issues (my family and their's family had a fight ) and I saw it all .....parents and everyone was grieving ......I didn't pick their calls .....because I didn't want to .....I became distant from my studies ...... all the stress lead to overeating.....and many more issues . 
I felt like I have no one .....I began ignoring my friends and that's why I ignored your message too for too long ...... they thought that I am egoistic ....they never called ......I became more and more depressed .....I overanalysed past experiences and felt like my parents , guardians and siblings never cared about me .

Guys, I like my classmate in my university, we are both shy girl and shy guy. What should I do? We just talk via online for month and meet irl for week.

Crush

Had an argument with mom dad 
Ofc financial issues....
And I actually had a bad day at work yesterday....
My dad was like " Teri khud ki salary tuje Puri nhi padh Rahi " 
" Aur itna he ho raha hai toh job chod de " 
I said " ohkay " and ended the argument....
And today when I said to them 
I'm leaving my job...
They just ignored saying " haa thik hai chod de " 
Like it never mattered for them
Like my hard work or whatever I was earing i know it was small but it didn't mattered to them at all
Wow 🥲🥲🥲🥲
But trust me I'll still choose to be a good daughter...
I'm not gonna fail in my part 
And yes some part of my heart has started hating them and other part started hating myself 







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