Feeling lonely, depressed ,feelings like no cares about me and the one person I try to do things with and talk to turns me down, doesn't care for what I fee 

Yes im definitely need it I'm going through a tough breakup with this girl I really love so much one day I woke up and she was gone and left didn't know what was going on or anything so she messages me a bug paragraph of why she left she needs a break so I gave it to her come to found she doesn't want anything to do with me and I need to leave so everyday we wasn't talking at all eventually she came back and didn't say anything to me at all now 3 weeks later it's gotten worse she doesn't care how I feel about it just blows me off everytime and I try to make plans with her but she said she always busy then leaves with her friends right after and then stays home after and I ask agian and she's still busy so I don't know what to do anymore 

Okay I'll try my best thank you so much😖😭

Breakup

its on me that i’m alone so why the hell am i complaining 

3am Thoughts

Should I dump him before he dumps me? 

Relationships

I am 25 but I still feel I am immature in many situations. At this age people think about earning and I think about nothing . I feel like useless . I know I criticise myself all the time but I can’t control it because I think this immaturity is really a problem for me . I can’t stop thinking I am a loser . 

Self Esteem

Post number:44

Kagazo ki kashti per hi sahi,
Lekin gahre samandar mein jana tha usse,

Haan haalato ka dar tha,
Lekin manzil se pehle tham nai jana tha usse,

Duniya ne toka tha usse kai baar,
Lekin har bar duniya ko un sunna kar jana tha usse,

Girti rahi vo in rasto per baar baar,
Lekin gir kar har baar sambhal jana tha usse,

Hausle kamzor jo hojate the uske kai baar,
Lekin haar maan baith nai jana tha usse,

Kagazo ki kashti per hi sahi,
Lekin gahre samandar mein dur tak jana tha usse....




Poetry

after having a whole day of sulking over a little thing of a prospect of a job, I realize that this little promise of a somewhat decent job has clouded my vision for the future the whole point of me getting a job in the first place was so I could have enough money to move out of my parents house once I am done with college next year and I think after having a whole day where I felt horrible didn’t do anything I realized that I didn’t do anything to work towards the goal that I really wanted to work towards. So why does it matter what job I do as long as it brings me money and enough money for me to move. 

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