Feeling  guilty but that's not my fault .
is there any one to talk.
Frnship problm

Iwent to my frnd with other frnd as her bro got death .
So she was not in mood qki dukhi hogi to vo normally bate kri thi mere pas ye h ..vo h..vo hanesa asi krti thi...mene bi boldiya show off kiya .now i regreted .bcos this was not me .



Its been 3 years .actually .
Its verry old matter. Humkarate h baat per man kharab hogye mera . 
Usne mere maa papa sister  mmk bare m bola nicha dikhane ki koshish ki  mujhe.
Vo school days m bi asi hi krti thi..
Actually ek baat h me ab notice krti hu.. 

Humsab k papa psu m ek post m the to hume normal school m the but uske papa shopkeeper the to uska acha nilgta tha . To vo chid jati thi. Mene usko nicha ni dikhaya but vo apne aap ko bada dikhati thi.rk to kanjois thi vo .

Tumkolgta h meri galti h .mene release ni kiya .tha ustime.vo thori kanjoos bhi thi thori imean school days m project m vo pese ni deti thi kaam nikalwaleti .cunning thi .baki frnd bi isi bolte  the puth piche ki ye kitni kanjus h.
But mene kbhi pese ki bat ni ki 
Ki diye ni. But vo uski lgne lga ki me dikhane lgyi.

Vo ab change ho gyi he .but mereko vo ni pasand uske vajah se baki frndship bhi spoil hoti h mene sabse baat krne bandskrdiya 

Ok thank u
Btw they are not bad people nor me it just  that 
I want  to see them eat but not in my table 

Frustration

Just feeling loney I had a friend on Discord we used to talk almost 5h a day and I never felt alone (we don't mssg anymore or if we do they don't give me importance anymore like they did earlier). My all friends graduated XII last year and I ended up repeating year due to poor health couldn't give entrance exams last year. But tbh now I have nobody to talk to now so I guess I am reaching out to this platform.

Lonely

I feel so lonely I have no bf and after cheating on my ex I just feel like I have no one. I  apologized to him and wasn't expecting us to get back together after I broke up with him then I just miss him and he won't even speak to me I just want to be friends that's all.  also I have no friends , no bf it's like am on a island and everybody's their but I feel like a burden an outsider like I don't belong their.

Why this life is too complicated 

Depression

I think I'm accepting this for the first time, but I've always felt alone. Even in school, I had friends but I wasn't really part of any groups. So even if I hadn't come to school one day, I don't think no one would notice. I'm not exactly sad, nor have I been mistreated by anybody. But I just feel more or less invisible, like I never just had one of those personalities that stood out. It's still a struggle, catching up wit hfreidns nand, no one seems available or willing to make an effort. And I understand how everyone's busy but I know that they're not really my friends, merely acquaintances it seems. 

Other

I asked moon to fulfill my wish ,next day se chaand nikla hi nai 🥲

3am Thoughts

I have  cyclothymia apparently;  having a name for it doesn't make me feel any better I'm broken I just 2snt to be me again 

Guys ik this person isne pehle bhi alag alag naam se ids banayi thi Kohinoor sethi, nawazish, ambrish, vardaan aur bhi naam the I don't remember those names jo purane users hai unhe pata hoga iss naam se ids bani thi.......dude whoever tf you are please stop it.....this app used to be a comfort place for people don't ruin it 

Friends

Is it weird if one wants to be close to someone emotionally but stay single ? 

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