Feeling guilt, regret, dis-organized and messed-up for getting into personal pleasure very often. Any tips on how I can overcome this? 

FYI, I'm a guy btw. 

Thanks for that Abhi. Well finding that one girl and giving my best is always there. I dont understand why girls just ghost people out of no reason. :) That hurts like shit. 

Cheating

i need someone to talk to. please. help me.


Depression

Everyday at the end of the day i feel the same . Sad , depressed , broken and not have reasons to live . Everything around is just mess and i am all alone and now its getting harder to deal . Everyday i wanna disappear.

Maybe i understand fiction
Better than real life. ;)

Movies

How to start a convo!
Any suggestions 😀

Caregiver

I so fckin hate you from the core of my heart, i have loved you and have wasted myself, this universe just know how to break me, not a single day it had made me feel loved. From every single person I've crossed hates me or dislikes me, why don't i just die,i have got no emotions left other than this zone where i stay spaced out, i had a dream and that too is taken away by these people and their presence, i am so terrified i am not gonna make it. I am so done, i am so done, i am so done i am so done i am so done from people like you. How much i hate myself for loving people like you, such a nightmare you're i wish you find nobody to rely on, i wish you suffer and know what i get through. I don't wish anything good for you, i don't wish that anybody thinks you're good, cause you're not. I hate you i hate you i hate you for making me feel worthless. For making me feel i can't be appreciated. For making me feel i am not special and not love. FK you were so toxic and i thought love changes people, just because of you I'll not ever love someone the way i could have, how shitty of you, i am not going to contact you from any method spiritually too you're dead to me. And what so fkin' hate you.

3am Thoughts

So I am in a casual relationship it doesn't really feel like one it's weird, he uses tinder while he is with me though he says he is not using it, he is like we are clear we will leave and move on to someone else so why not plus we share the a same friend and he says not to tell her and if I want to I can break up with him. After hearing all this and not enjoying it with him I feel i should end it but i feel give it one more chance and then take the decision because he has been there and been honest too. Any views?

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