Feeling empty and hollow. There is no liveliness in my life. Struggling to find 'The reason' for why i'm feeling like this. One constant thought that keep on coming is 'why am i living this life?' 'Is it really needful?'

Depression

Love 😘

Relationships

Need at least 2 free trial,

So what then can believe 

3am Thoughts

it hurts me how my ex moved on so fast and i am still there depressed. having no talks with friends and family. Life has become a mess.
how should i come back again.it's killing me since three years.what can i do moree. i think i should give up and die but don't have guts to do that. 

Hallucination

Learn to enjoy your own company. You are the one
person you can count on living with for the rest of your life. 

I wanted to dedicate this song to myself. It's from my favorite show from when I was younger.
It's in Spanish so copy and paste the link to listen and for English subs:
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rSXKIKxDgA 

Valiente (Soy Luna)
Oh oh oh oh
Siempre vas rodando en la vida
Y te ves tan decidida
A buscar la luz que hay en todo
A cambiar el mundo a tu modo
Se muy bien que eres valiente
Y luchas por lo que sientes
Una canción siempre va contigo
Para abrir nuevos caminos
Vas a crecer, vas a despertar
A descubrir, para deslumbrar
En busca de tus sueños
Tienes el valor y vas a volar
Vas a sentir, vas a encontrar
Vas a vivir para demostrar
Que eres tan valiente
Y todo lo que quieras lo podrás alcanzar
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Todo lo que quieras lo podrás alcanzar
Porque estas siempre en tu mundo
Eres quien decide su rumbo
Solo es ver las cosas mas simples
Para ti no hay nada imposible
Se muy bien que este es el momento
Ser feliz sin formas ni tiempo
Lograras todo lo que intentes
Porque en ti esta ser valiente
Vas a crecer, vas a despertar
A descubrir, para deslumbrar
En busca de tus sueños
Tienes el valor y vas a volar
Vas a sentir, vas a encontrar
Vas a vivir para demostrar
Que eres tan valiente
Y todo lo que quieras lo podrás alcanzar
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Conozco bien el valor que hay en ti
Y lo que intentes podrás lograrlo
Siempre
Vas a crecer, vas a despertar
A descubrir, para deslumbrar
En busca de tus sueños
Tienes el valor y vas a volar
Vas a sentir, vas a encontrar
Vas a vivir para demostrar
Que eres tan valiente
Y todo lo que quieras lo podrás alcanzar
Oh oh oh
Porque eres valiente
Todo lo que quieras lo podrás alcanzar
Oh oh oh
Vas a crecer, vas a despertar
Vas a sentir, vas a encontrar
Que eres tan valiente
Y todo lo que quieras lo podras alcanzar

Music

It's just that whomsoever girl I generally talk and if we become close thora like friends I feel my self attached to the girl . Does it happens with you boys also ? As far I have never been in a serious relationship kinda thing.

Love

I do not know how to describe my feelings right now, I am the kind of girl that is insecure, low- esteem, and seek approval. When I was in kindergarten, I did not know how to make friends or even start a conversation because I had no idea what I could say. whenever I finally say "I have a friend" I feel like they are tired of me, maybe I am bored and have nothing interesting to say.

I do not know how to treat a person, sometimes I hurt them with my words, tone of voice, or actions. that is not my intention to do, It is just I did not know what I did was wrong. My parents never taught me what is right and what is wrong, I have to figure for myself even now I'm still doing.

Maybe the reason is I am the only Chinese girl inside in a Latino community, my classmate make fun of me when I speak Chinese or about my culture

I am afraid to go outside of my house and  I know I can not live like this however I do not know how to overcome this feeling of whatever I do is something wrong, what I say is good enough or did I hurt someone's feeling.


I'm sorry if my grammar is terrible, English is not my first language


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