Feeling drained. Miss him sorry miss the memories…but this only happens when I’m upset or stuck in present, he was my toxic comfort and I need that rn but ik it’s not gonna help me grow, I feel soo stupid and soo heartbroken just feels like as I hit that pillow tonight I wish I could start it all over or just not wake up tomorrow 😓 when does it get better? Ye dukh kahe khatam nahi hota h! When will my life get in motion 🥺
Yes I try to but I just cannot be consistent I’m tired of soo much restarts I feel like giving up I feel what was the point of being on the good side I’m just suffering whereas he is living his best life by staying ignorant and just simply saying a sorry like I dont want this but why isn’t he suffering for putting me thru all the pain why I’m the one still in pain not growing stuck exactly there I feel like to cry sooo hard I soo much make myself understand all the pep talks everything to just let go but all in vain… I’m starting to feel like I wasted this life I’m 23 I think it’s over I cannot bounce back now I’ve lost.
Yes, I’ll keep trying. Thank you
Yes I will…you too take caree💙
I know the feeling as the nights are the hardest, we crave for the closeness we had before. Things will get better though. Will it help that instead of getting your pillow wet, you talk to me?
Yes thank u for the helping hand…idk when will it get better Idk will I ever get thru this I really feel I’m dying day by day my spirits have been dead for a while now I’ll be too😢
Totally understandable and also cannot be cured with anything. But if talking and sharing your pain & feeling helps, I’m willing to hear everything you have inside. Just let me know if you wish to talk
Yes thank you soo much for listening 💙
Chirpy🌸 @neetika
Toxic comfort is really injurious to your health buddy, I’m also facing the same even i took some unexpected steps but it doesn’t effect anyone other than you … try to make yourself prioritize and happy … 😊 keep trying we all with you
Thank you so much for the comfort I wish I get through this
