Feeling confused , strange , my father is having fever from 5 days its a not happy state for me but i am trying to be suttle, to be positive as much i can still there is tension in my mind for him that when will he will recover and our life will become normal again ... need to be strong in this time for my father for myself .. i am trying my best but need someone to whom i can talk 
I am feeling for crying and crying

Take the medication on time. It will take time. Do not lose hope. Always pray and hope for the best. 
And cry once and let it all out you'll feel better. 
Take rest and take care.

I lost my grandma Years ago then I was only 7 I don't what was happening around me.everyone was crying but my grandma was sitting still.i didn't know why.i always wanted to say her that I love you so much but I couldn't.i thought she will be with me my whole life so can say many times but I never knew she would leave me like this so that I can regret it my whole life.i always wanted to hold her warm hand but she left me a cold hand which I can't even hold for an hour.when they took her away I thought she is going somewhere but I didn't knew she was going somewhere from where she can only see me not I can see her.the only thing I want to say to you now is I love you and don't worry about your son I will take care of him well as you did but not exactly.thank you for laughing with me,walking with me and giving me a good dad who is just like you.

One Sided Love

It's my dad's birthday today and I miss him so much , he passed away few days back :( 
He loved me so much and I miss him a lot 
It hurts how soon he left me :( 

Loss

I’m dealing with the death of my father.
I feel so helpless right now and feel like I wanna sulk in the grief as that’s the only thing that’s keeping me close to my father.


Family

its been a while now after my grandma passed away, its hard.
 I miss her a lot but I must move forward so she could be happy, but its hard....

Lonely

My grandfather has cancer so I was sitting by him today and asking him about his life. He told me a lot of things but only one thing has been carved in my mind forever and it was so heart moving I felt like sharing it with you.
I asked him if he had a best friend and he replied by saying, “what do you mean “had” I have a best friend..he was my neighbour and the first time we met was when I went for my first soccer practice in grade seven…I was the captain of my team and one of our players never arrived so he volunteered to take his place. Being the captain I was scared to tale him in and judged him but nevertheless we took him in because we were desperate. Judging him was the biggest mistake of my life because we was genuinely a very good player. Since then we sticked together. And even now though I can’t walk and go to see him he still comes to see me even though I tell him not to because he has knee pains. He changed a lot during the years but he’s still stubborn like the first time I met him”
I was so moved by this story because it has been approx 68 year and he remembers everything is so much detail. Subhanallah. I pray to Allah S.A.W to grant us all a true friendship like this and to grant my grandfather shifa.
Ameen

Friends

I lost my dad to suicide when I was 13. Ever since i cant get it out of my head. No one understands me. I lost so many of my friends bc i lashed out on them. I'm so alone no one to talk to about this. I'm 14 now it gets better then some nights I stay up till 3 screaming into my pillow. All this guilt, pain, regects, fear, sadness, all added up so stressful. All the memories got so hazy. And I'll think about the day I found in the funeral and it makes me think that I'm in them. Sometimes I forget hes gone and I want to ask him something and I cant. I just want someone to talk to. To understand me on this level. But no one cares enough. 

Suicidal Ideation

I have been the caregiver of this woman since the past 3 years and last night she passed away. She was 90 years old and lived in the old age home I work in. I was so attached to her and now that she is gone, I feel as if I have lost my own grandmother. This is the first time I had such a close connection with someone at the home. She was so sweet, she used to sit and share her experiences with me, tell her stories to me and now it's like i know so much about her but she is gone. I'll miss you maám. RIP.

Relationships

I just miss my aunt so much I wish I would have never troubled her so much I really miss her it hurts to know I couldn't do anything for her I just can't explain how much I miss her 

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