Feeling awesome in my life but got heart break and move on from it . And now I m on my wanna to succeed in life.Change my life to change the life of others

Ajoke Adejumo

Entrepreneurship

I fall in love so easily. 😭

3am Thoughts

Y’all sleeping?

If corona attack didn't cause lung infection/inflammation and hence normal spo2 then is there need to take tests after the illness is over? 

COVID HELP

I can't help but feel lonely most of the time and feel like I'm not a favourite or special to anyone. It's sometime feels like everyone around me considers me a an extra option whenever they feel lonely. Though I try to be outgoing person for the people I care, they still didn't care much other than using me for just their entertainment 😔

Social Anxiety

Is it okay to change for your partner ? When you have given her commitment , can't she expect you to change the traits that hurt her everytime ?! Especially if it's equal. If she has the mentality of "if something which I do hurts my partner , fuck everything else I'm going to change that" Can't she expect her man to do the same ?! Can't he man up and prioritise his woman's feelings and emotions ?! Cuz he said he has completely changed himself for me but he can't do it anymore , he doesn't want to lose the raw him. By raw he means all the disrespectful cheap jokes he cracks and the aggression he has. He wants me to laugh at his offensive jokes (jokes on my body and my family) , doesn't matter how offensive and disrespectful it is , I've to laugh and take it as a joke and I don't have to spoil his "good mood" or else I've to tolerate his anger and apologize for reacting seriously on his jokes. He wants me to tolerate his anger and apologize everytime he gets angry, this is what he means by "raw me". He said what I see as a flaw in him , he sees it as raw him , that's not a flaw for him. 
Even if charging for your partner whom you gave commitment is wrong , but saying that you don't want to lose the raw you while all your raw version has is flaws and disrespect towards your partner. Was I expecting too much ?! Cuz I got dumped for expecto him to change this and he called me toxic as well. He said we weren't compatible. Like bro I don't mind changing my flaws for my partner , in fact I'd see it as a positive change. I'll think I'm becoming a better person. You couldn't man up and accept your mistakes and flaws and you weren't willing to change your flaws just cuz you don't it was a flaw , you didn't have the audacity to get out of your comfort zone and do some real work on yourself and you blamed it on me and called me toxic for not understanding why you didn't want to change yourself. Ridiculous this is. 

Confusion

I don't feel motivated to do anything, it's not like i am sad that's why i don't feel motivated, it's just that i am too much i my comfort zone, like i have gained quite an amount of weight in lockdown before that i used to be quite slim but now it feels bad to see that i can't wear all the things i used to wear, and i realise it but still i don't put any effort towards it , in the same way i need to study to get a better job than the current one but all i do is watch Netflix whole day and do binge eating.

Is it me or the relationship. Being in relationship i feel that I'm not their priority, knowing every step at their life at last moment, not involved in some decisions makes me think that person doesn't trust me enough. And I accept there would be trust issuses in every, but you gotta work. Felt so left out, every time that person is choosing his friends. We are dating only, living in same city but it has been a month that we went out for a proper date. It is over a year that we been dating, but there are some parts i don't know about them. And when i ask it politely and concerned about them, i don't know either not comfortable or what, gave time about it when they want to speak about it. Still I feel so distant from them. Tried to talk about their behavior and works on mine if I'm being too much for them. I didn't figured out yet what this person actually thinks, not trying to get on their mind something but i cannot let myself left out go to bed crying.

Relationships

Is there anyway i can talk to someone who is no more...my birthday is coming soon and he was always there, but now i am feeling empty..i just want to talk to him once, i comes in my dream but whatever dream i see it always ends with goodbye, i always ask him not to leave me in my dreams but he never listens to me..so i just wanna talk to him, even a single word or signal from him is enough for me..please please please can someone help me

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