Feeling apathetic lately, don’t feel happy in whatever I do, be it what I love even. I have a very helping bf but my overthinking really shuts me out of myself. I have noticed my phased depression around my periods but lately it’s been prolonged even.
I think it has to do with lack of affection and love in my family, my father being an chronic alcoholic has affected the other 3 of us and initially I never accepted it and thought of it was my teenage phase but now I know and it’s frustrating that I am not able to do anything about it. Had developed suicidal thoughts even, and that was when i opened upto my bf. But i fear opening up myself completely to anyone and hence here I am.
Janmesh @janmesh
Hey I’m sorry that you’re going through this things and i would say if your boy friend understands you and you trust him you should definitely open up to him! It will make your bond stronger! And if you have suicidal thoughts and you need a friend to talk you can ping me up here or on social media anytime! My userids are on my profile! Don’t ever feel alone! Stay strong:)
Grateful for your reply and positive thoughts, I’ll keep in touch!
Janmesh @janmesh
I’ll be waiting to talk!
Listen girl as I have went through same phase my mom dad were Nt having a good relation and their relations used to keep getting worse… That affected my relationship too … But after time my mom dad relationship is getting good… So you see? There s always a bright sun after a storm so .first of all if you feel not yourself isolate yourself if you want… but for self peace and practice self love…u have a bf right he ll understand you coz he loves you… Stop negative thinking its hard but trust me force yourself to turn every negative thoughts into positive trust me it will make sense afterwards… Talk with your mom and dad together if they love you they ll surely come up with a solution… You are strong and remember if good things doesn’t last bad things won’t last too this shall too pass… Stay strong and love yourself
Grateful for your reply!
Trying my level best had just reached a point where I think "when will this pass?"😔
Dw this will pass too ❤and when u ll look back u ll see how strongly u fought those battles
