Feeling apathetic lately, donโt feel happy in whatever I do, be it what I love even. I have a very helping bf but my overthinking really shuts me out of myself. I have noticed my phased depression around my periods but lately itโs been prolonged even.
I think it has to do with lack of affection and love in my family, my father being an chronic alcoholic has affected the other 3 of us and initially I never accepted it and thought of it was my teenage phase but now I know and itโs frustrating that I am not able to do anything about it. Had developed suicidal thoughts even, and that was when i opened upto my bf. But i fear opening up myself completely to anyone and hence here I am.
Janmesh @janmesh
Hey Iโm sorry that youโre going through this things and i would say if your boy friend understands you and you trust him you should definitely open up to him! It will make your bond stronger! And if you have suicidal thoughts and you need a friend to talk you can ping me up here or on social media anytime! My userids are on my profile! Donโt ever feel alone! Stay strong:)
Grateful for your reply and positive thoughts, Iโll keep in touch!
Janmesh @janmesh
Iโll be waiting to talk!
Listen girl as I have went through same phase my mom dad were Nt having a good relation and their relations used to keep getting worseโฆ That affected my relationship too โฆ But after time my mom dad relationship is getting goodโฆ So you see? There s always a bright sun after a storm so .first of all if you feel not yourself isolate yourself if you wantโฆ but for self peace and practice self loveโฆu have a bf right he ll understand you coz he loves youโฆ Stop negative thinking its hard but trust me force yourself to turn every negative thoughts into positive trust me it will make sense afterwardsโฆ Talk with your mom and dad together if they love you they ll surely come up with a solutionโฆ You are strong and remember if good things doesnโt last bad things wonโt last too this shall too passโฆ Stay strong and love yourself
Grateful for your reply!
Trying my level best had just reached a point where I think "when will this pass?"๐
Dw this will pass too โคand when u ll look back u ll see how strongly u fought those battles