Feeling alone. Struggling to do daily activities and constantly in a battle with my mental health. 

I feel the same too. Feel like paralyzed. I hope things are getting better for us. 

Depression

Does commitments kills?? 

Confusion

is there any place for playing badminton in noida sector 51

How to deal with loneliness and shyness 

Sabka dil rakhne wale ka dil rakhna itna bhi mushkil to nhi. 
Ki ye jo ishq ki patti baandhi hain aankhon par, sach batao kahi meri bhool to nahi.

Life

Yes i miss you every single day......
I don't know about you but i do.....
Why there is so much silence between us 
Cuz i stop texting or you don't want to talk 
Everytime i text and you reply it's not conversation so i waited for your text but i didn't get that for month now 
It's ok if you don't wanna talk but why did you gave me so much to remember,i can't forget
I don't want to wait for you and don't wanna forget you ether .....
My weakness is i get attached to people quickly and i hate myself for that 😄

3am Thoughts

Mere teacher ne whole book  final term k questions paper meh dala hai matlab all of 12 chapters students ko bas rulana ata hai is teacher ko is this really fair ham kya kare ab ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

Exam

I am not feeling good as my last 10 years dream broke in just few seconds i wanted to become a doctor by taking science tream after 10th but my parents talked to me and told it would require alot of money we cant offord it and i should take commerce instead so i can become a bank manager 

Career

I am 18 years old, passed my 12th boards this year itself. It was a sudden decision to drop this year as i failed to get chance in art college, so its was decided next year i ll try again or study something else. Next session i ll apply again. I belong from a broken family. Never seen my biological father but mom got engaged with 2 men already (later still engaged). I was 16 when the my first step father got divorced and 2nd came in the scene within weeks. Suddenly one day after school i found out it was decided that he was moving in with us and nobody bothered to tell me. My choice never matters. Initially things were lighter, i tried copping up, but then all destroyed again. Mom never heard me. After my 10th board i decided to move out... But didn't last long, i was brought back n things again got worst. Now i have live under the same roof with mom and her partner when we don't talk or like to see each other. I am cursed/blamed for being born. 
While i was dealing with this, i came across a guys who became my friend n later boyfriend. We were good for almost 3years. We were in same class. After 12th boards he moved out of the city but i had a sudden plan to stay. For 2 months after he was gone, he convinced me that we are going to stay... Its just the matter of few months then we ll be together. 1 week later that... Suddenly he drops a fact that he does feels for me anymore. I tried to communicate and talk... But it went into vent. One day he wants to work on the relationship then other day it was nothing to him. He wants a break up but won't stop contacting me. I'm not able to handle these. He can't even make up him mind to one thing and expects me not to get hurt. How's that even possible, am i not supposed to get upset when says he doesn't feel for me. According to him, me crying after hearing that was very unusual for him. Point is now i don't even know whether he is there or not. And for me this boyfriend issue triggered all my other insecurities and fears from my past. Now I'm struggling with every damn thing in my life.... My mental state got shaken up.... I seriously want to feel good but all i get is loneliness

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