Feeling alone. Everyone has given up on me but me. I’m a big boy so I’ll be alright; it’s just tough. Been working on me and I’m super proud of my progress. It’s the progress that I needed and that everyone else has apparently yet to see. I mean there’s just no one. And I can’t believed it. I’ve loved so many people yet it feels no one loves me back. I have been so good at pretending to be great for so long. I’m barely holding on to ok. I see the light at the end of the tunnel though. I just have to keep holding on. Just writing this is a release. Almost there… almost there…