Feeling a little tired and a little overwhelmed.
Had a long and confusing day, ping me if someone wants to have a meaningful and positive conversation.

Brody Carmody

Hey I wanted to have an meaningful and positive conversation and I am up for it

Okay, how do we chat here? I'm new and still figuring 

I think it will work better if some interests are mentioned, to start the conversations around. 

Life

So, I met this guy through arrange marriage meeting and he made it clear that he didn't want to marry this year which was fair enough. i sort of felt comfortable so i thought to give it a shot. Belonging to a conservative family, we are not allowed to meet at least before Roka. However, we met once. The thing is he is outgoing and I'm introvert. Our likes are completely opposite. We didn't exchange numbers but we added each other on instagram. His parents said yes to my parents for this alliance. It was going all good at beginning. He asked me to meet again and i told him clearly about my family regulations. The thing is conversation with him is not stimulating, he said yes but there was lacking efforts from his side. Now, it's been more than a week and we are not talking to each other. I have sent him a message or two but he has left on seen. I don't know where is this thing leading to. The thing is if he has changed his mind i don't want him to be in my life then not even in instagram. What should I do?

Relationships

Okyy guyzz
Doing my homework
Just please please motivate mee!! Or I'll end up sleeping and not do my hw 😴

Motivation

hi . iam not very good at expressing my feelings and problems , iam not a introvert but i can't express them  properly, even here iam finding appropriate word for this , which making even worse . just because I can't describe what's happening to me , no one knows how to deal with me and how much iam wounded .  I kind a lost most of the things in my life , i got my family with me , and they are supporting me as much they can but because i lied to them , once they'll know the truth , their belief , their hopes will be shattered . Iam stuck in my life since 8 years . its like iam in a very deep well and i want to get out from here but iam not strong enough to oppose the odds . Its like i know what i should do , what will happen if i do this or that but still . Sometimes it feels like something always pulls me back whenever iam moving forward in the right direction , and it is so strong that i cant oppose this . Iam tired of all this stuffs . I really wanted to be free from here . sorry i think iam complicating things . 

Exhausted

I feel so alone , i crave for hug from a girl  .. and suddenly get strike of stress with dry vomiting. I don't know my mental health what problem i have I'm just confused and i don't care about progress in my life but want to.

Lonely

oh so we can't cuss here, i see. 

3am Thoughts

Hello everyone guys,

I would like to share with my personal feelings and thinking and I would appreciate if you can comment and leave your opinion as well…
I am 31 years old and 5 years I live abroad far from my family (grandma, mom and auntie). I try to save and help my family as well.
Recently when I was at home, I noticed many couples that created families. And since I dont have much friends also, most of the time I feel lonely and mostly keep interaction with my grandma, mom and auntie  and I noticed that we’re attached to each other. And I love then a lot, and they everything for me. Time to time I have sad thinking what I will do without them because they are only what I have in my life. I never was in relationship because until today did not meet my partner for life. And my family want of course to marry me and create happy family. I wish but nowadays no one wants to take a responsibility and especially abrod everyone oriented only for short term relationship. So, being and working abroad last time I am more thinking as I a woman the priority must be to create family and money is never enough in life. So, am I thinking shall I return back home and try to meet our local guys and to try maybe at home to create family… but on the other hand, I feel like I am get used to live abroad and plus salary much higher so that if I come back I will not be able to earn so much money. … and Yesterday I criwd a lot and had battle inside of me in feelings like what to do, where to go, what I will do in future…. 

Family

Mane apne saare purane rishte revive karne ki koshish ki hai jinmai se kuch toxic the but I cleared my point y maine distance bana lia tha but dil ne bola ki I should have all with me jiske sath bhi at some point achi memories thi ab I don't know maine sahi kia ya galat 

I have laughed with people who have said the most terrible things about me and they think I don't know.

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