Adulting

Just remember, 
Sad stories have no ears until they don't have a successful ending.

Affirmations

I'm so sick of running as fast as I can
Wondering if I'd get there quicker
If I was a man
And I'm so sick of them coming at me again
'Cause if I was a man
Then I'd be the man
~The Man, Taylor Swift

Music

Energetic 

Climate Change

What should one do if someone feels heavy, drowning even and empty at the same time ??

3am Thoughts

Yes.....i take everything personal and am a sensitive person too..... i don't react on everything but the rage does resides inside me.....

It's been a tough year, but last few days are more tough. I don't know how to deal with anything. Family...the people which I should get comfort from, they are the reason for my constant worries. And i dont know where to go. It's not like I have a really bad life, nope, but people around me makes it complicated. For once , I just want to feel free of worries. I'm just tired of explaining my side to them. No matter how much I try I end up being the bad one. And as a overthinker it cost me my mental peace. 

They say stay happy , smile...how will I be able to do that when they are causing me so much pain. It's suffocating. I have to think thousand times before doing even a simple thing.

I wish I had a good family... I really really wish that. Because I know I deserve better. Sorry y'all for this vent..if someone comes across this post.

I just wanted to let it out. 

Stress

Its new year again and I'm still a loser a failure in everyway possible, no frnd nobody no interest in anything, today i feel like really empty feeling sad without any reason , i just hate my life and go out of it , i don't have any feelings left except sadness, I'm still a failure whereas others doing job and getting established , getting in relationship starting their life , making parents proud, i can't watch my parents cry bcs of me, im trying hard but keep getting failed..this time i know I can't watch their faces, im only seeing one option to get out of this 4yr isolation and torturing myself 

I sometimes worry if am not worried enough about my life...

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