Body image: Falling back into my ED.I thought I was getting better but n ...

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AnonymousFeb 24

Falling back into my ED.
I thought I was getting better but now there’s a scale in the bathroom and I’ve been on a 4-day binge and I’ve been obsessively standing with my feet touching to see my thigh gap. And I want to get better but first I want to get skinny.
I’ve had to look at my gross fat ugly self in swimsuits all week and I fucking hate it. I just know everyone else is staring at my stomach and my thighs and judging me. I’m 125 lbs. I’m horrendously huge.
My mom tells me I’m not but I know she’s lying, everyone lies, that’s all anyone ever does, because I’m so fucking gullible that they think I’ll believe anything they say.
I’m writing this laying in bed and I’m so hungry and a little voice is telling me to go binge out on pretzels and chocolate popcorn. I’m so disgusting. Sorry for dirtying up the earth with my presence.

🧑‍⚕️ Body image 🍽 Eating Disorder 🩺 Physical Health

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