Antas @stupidsally
EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKING EXHAUSTING. I MEAN, IT’S FUCKING 7:30 a.m. and I don’t know why I am crying. What in the actual fuck is this? I don’t even have a reason to be upset but I am??? I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I don’t want to spend time with my family, I cannot concentrate on literally anything. Talking to my friends makes me anxious, talking to ppl, in general makes me anxious, and it’s fucking frustrating. I mean if I decide to pick up the call and actually talk I feel good, I feel great, but mostly I don’t because I am tired of talking to ppl. And it’s just so fucking frustrating. I know I don’t deserve this, I have never done anything to deserve this.
And you know what??? I don’t even know how I feel so I can’t even talk to someone because it’s just so fucking messy in my head.
I sometimes feel really guilty of feeling these things because I have sucha healthy life parents who love me, a brother who would do anything for me, a healthy group of friends, and I don’t understand why I feel this wayyy.
Try to get yourself busy if possible, if you sit ideal you will think a lot . Trust me I know how you feel . Same with me I have a very loving parents and family and have an elder brother who even make college assignments for me, and I have friends who stand by me in thick and thin. Still I am not happy and satisfied on the other hand I feel irritated and I have no idea why. I feel this void in my life which I feel cannot be filled, maybe everyone cannot be happy and be at peace.
Hey 🌸
Go on a trip…
Or maybe talk to peope who dont judge you… you can try talking to us! ♥️
Life is good.
Just say whatever comes to your mind… i am here… listening.
