Everything is happening as the lord wants it to happen.
Not a leaf can stir without his command.


Note:- everyone assume the meaning of my posts on behalf of their intelligence & perceptions only.
So make sure your comments will reflect your own mindset only.

Pl check the note again which I mentioned in the post.

And yes

It looks like human beings are the one of the best creation of God that’s why we got the power of thinking & discretion.

So we have to think before take any new step either its wrongs or not and I think everyone is much aware about the good and bad things so we should take step with the help of discretions and on behalf karma will created and will face the result as well. 

I am not contracting anything, its true that everything happens through the order of God, but its also true that God gives the power of discretion so that we can think and took the required steps that why we are here in the human form, on behalf of our action karma created and on behalf of karmas we got the situation to take another step in life.


Motivation

I am feeling sad 

Anxiety

Is it wired that i keep wanting to be sick? 🥲

3am Thoughts

Which philosophy do you guys live by?
Work very hard and make any sacrifice necessary until you get what you need
Or
Take care of yourself. You don't need to achieve everything. Your health is more important than some goals.


Life

He said I am important to him but i feel it when he was  beside me  but when we are far away sometimes I don't feel the thing that I felt like when we are close .

Relationships

Hey there you pretty hooman
"Am I getting used?"

Why you turned replies off? Seems like someone hurted you?
I was replying something and all of a sudden, replies are turned off. 
Are you okay? 

Okay so here is my story and i need some advice from u guy who been through long distance relationship.
So we’ve been staying in long distance relationship for 7 months now. It was quite easy back then because we both had online class and keep calling each other. And now I have to study here online and he has to back to campus. He needs to train the football and have tournament or games most of the time too. He came back home at 9 if he doesnt have party with friends. I need my time and we already talked about it but the thing is he has class and his sport too. He used to tell me that he quit drinking and dont need friend. But once he go back to uni, everything changed. He has alot of friend some are girls too. And said he cant choose between gf and friends. And said the surrounding change him to new person and start to drink again. It was changed too fast and i need time to get used to it because I want him to have fun but at the same time I also want him all by myself. I dont have anything to do once i finished my class. I keep thinking about him and cry alot. But I can’t change his mind and i dont want to. Because i know he love me but he also love himself. What should I do? :( I dont want to break up with him and he doesnt too.

Long Distance Relationship

My mom makes me feel like absolute shit every time I have a conversation with her. No convo with her goes without an insult thrown at me. I’ve learnt to have a thick skin about it throughout the years and laugh it off each time but sometimes it just hurts so bad. I never ever ask her for anything expensive, but this year for the first time I asked her for a white coat that I liked (about 4k inr) for my 17th birthday and she said yes. When I brought it up again she started criticising my taste and it spiralled into how my choices are always bad and how I shouldn’t get anything I want just because I asked for it and that how her decision is final. She always comes to me when she’s down about something and expects me to be her therapist but she never cares to understand anything about me. She only treats me as an equal at her own convenience and when we don’t agree on something she proceeds to say the same old insults again and again and again and im so sick of it I don’t know how much more of this constant ridicule I can handle before having a serious meltdown. How is it for my own good if it makes me feel so bad. She’s literally the only person who succeeds in making me cry, which btw I’ve never cried in front of anybody ever because the one time I made the mistake to cry in front of her she proceeded to tell me what a horrible attitude I have and how spoilt and over privileged I am, so I smile and laugh even though her words cut deep. She never lets me go out with my friends ever or on school trips and I never contested her but who cares that I listen to her without a word because that’s what I’m supposed to do right? I am turning 18 next year but her attitude towards me has never changed; she doesn’t respect me or my opinions and interests one bit even though I respect and look up to her so much and take the time to share her interests with her even if it doesn’t personally appeal to me. It hurts like hell never getting appreciated by her and always trying to please her but instead getting made fun of and getting compared to my sister and every other person around my age because somehow I’m never enough. I wasn’t enough even when I used to be first in class and I’m definitely not enough now when I’m struggling with my studies. I dont even feel like putting in work in my studies because before I used to do my best so she would appreciate my efforts but that was never enough so what should I even world for then? Im not an ambitious person myself so there’s really no point in working so hard trying to please somebody who I’ll never be enough for. I’m so done it hurts so much I hate that I care about these stupid things so much and I really wish I didn’t.  


Sorry for ranting even if nobody reads this I just wanted to type all my feelings out so I can sort them and also because my mother doesn’t respect my privacy enough to not look through my diary should I ever keep one. 

Family

The feelings with you is unimaginable and the feelings without is hard to digest in both situations i am only thinking about you. 

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