Everything is fake the only truth is *Abba ni manege* 😂😂😂

Are itna effort mt kar ladka hu bhai😂😂

To fir Abba ko ku mana raha hai😂😂😂

To fir mana lea bhai any how jo karna pade kar lena bs mana lena... 🙂

3am Thoughts

Nothing in our live without friend's.

Friends

I feel like I have no friends.

Depression

A random thought just came to my mind. Why is it difficult to make friends, real one(if you know what that is) in college or after college. 
What i think is, when we were younger, we were naive- did not knew the capacity of evil, within us or others, ignorance but at the same time eager for get acknowledged, attention. As we grow we conceptualize these some of it been taught and some of it been learned. 
To put faith in someone means we are generating a probable risk. But, as now we have grown- metaphysically, we do put risk but a calculated one.
Since we do calculations, it is really difficult to force your conscience to put faith in someone.

Now&Me Thinks

God I fucking hate all of my bitch ass friends. They aren’t my friends tbh, they’re just bitches I follow on Instagram. 

Relationships

So having trouble with friendships. Two of my "homies" we met a week ago. And there was nothing to talk about. I mean there are hell lot of things to talk we are in adulthood we have don't meet often and there's always things to talk about but all we did was talk about what to eat then talk about how the food was here and there convos and just went home. Ugh it's soo draining It just feels like dragging this all and it's soo exhausting and I'm the kind of person who can't really pretend who's straightforward and the other friend is an expert at pretending and won't act like anything is wrong and then I will have to take the blood on my hands and I don't wanna give the friend that satisfaction that I left. So m just gonna keep pretending 

One realisation I had today … That we should have different set of friends for different things we are interested in … I keep worrying that one of my friends group is hard for me to connect but I like them … For example …I am a socially awkward person and my friend group has super energetic people .. I like the vibe sometimes but then sometimes I feel like im not able to be myself around them .. So I realised that we should have different set of people to hangout for different things in life …Ofcourse that special people among friends do understand you and want to spend time your way but im talking about a group here … what do u think ?? 

Acquaintance

I am tired of always being the person who listens. I cant have a boundary with my friends. I am really tired of being that one friend who helps everyone out and when i need help no one is there. And when i try to have a boundary, i feel guilty about it. 

Exhausted

Why do friends leave when you open up to them? Do people really expect their friends to be all goofy and fun 24/7? 

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