Everything is a mess, my career, my famiy, my friendship and my situationship

This is the point when you know about life. Take a deep breath and release all the thoughts from head as you release air. Because all these problems you mentioned are related to your existence and what's the use of these if you arent calm. Plz write down your problems and think about possible solution. I hope you will get out of this. ✨

3am Thoughts

It’s the very first day of the new year.. 
ain’t I supposed to be be happy excited enthusiastic and what not ..
But all I’m feeling is numb 
I have no excitement about this life 
All I wanted is some good time in my life .. 
I feel like I’m going through a lot 
I feel like there’s sooo much going on in my head 
I badly want to get these things out of my head 
But I’m scared of people judging me or I’m scared of people betraying me 
I’m the one who there for myself everytime 
I don’t need anyone 
I don’t trust people anymore 
I don’t feel safe sharing what I feel with people 
I wish I could hibernate 


Exhausted

Don't want to do anything like I don't feel interest in it... is it laziness or I don't get what I want that's why I feel like that?...
Do you also feel like that?!!!

Stress

I just took some proffesional quized of depression......
🙂

Guess what..

I have depression infact a lot of it im not suprised neither am i chill.i dont know who i am anymore everything that used to feel fun suddenly turned boring , everyone who cheers me up drifted away . My appetites aren't so regular anymore,  its isnt healthy but whats the point of staying healthy staying healy means longer life now thats something I'll hate. depression, no proper love, dark world thats all i know pushing myself to keep going my feet are giving away, they desperately need rest, how long will i keep going someday I'll fall just like my pens once their last drop of ink is used all the essays,homeworks,notes i wrote everything is suddenly forgotten , its tossed in trash should i be scared I'll end up that way?

Books

Just remember, 
Sad stories have no ears until they don't have a successful ending.

Affirmations

Hi, everyone! I've been feeling really good. Last time I posted here I was crying until I fell asleep. On the next day I decided to start journaling again. It's almost 2 weeks now, and though I'm not 100% okay, I'm fighting every negative thought with all the energy I've got and began to notice small changes in the way I think and react to situations beyond my control.

I read some quotes first thing in the morning and before I go to bed. I listen to music while I draw to help me concentrate. Although there are still times that I feel like I don't have the energy to do anything, even the thing I love doing most, I refuse to let it take over me and just do it anyway. Sometimes I would just cry, but I chose to keep going. I'm done crying and doing nothing.

I know it's never easy, but trust that it gets better.

Take the time for yourself. Let yourself feel. Reach out to a friend. Write down all your thoughts and feelings.

You have more power than anything!

Depression

YOU WONT GET THE SAME ENERGY FROM ME EVER AGAIN! Remember that, ANTHONY! 

Anxiety

Hello,
I hope you all are doing well.

I am reaching out here because I don't feel okay. I can't understand my thoughts but I will try my best to put it into words.

Every day, waking up is scary. I just don't feel like facing the world. I am filled with anxiety at the thought of waking up and having a long day ahead.

I just want to sleep forever and never face the world again, but I can't pinpoint a reason why. I constantly cry myself to sleep, but I don't know why. 

I don't have many friends to whom I can talk to, but even maintaining contact with my few friends seems like a task. I try going out or talking to people online (have am amazing group of friends there) but still feel extremely lonely, even with people around.

I have so much work to do, so many ambitions, yet everything looks futile to me. I am still a student, was once a topper, but I just cant look at my books now. So much so that I am afraid I failed my last exam. Sometimes I feel like giving up on everything, all my loved ones, all my achievements and moving far far away. Sometimes I feel this is only possible through death, and maybe I want it. 

No, I haven't actively attempted suicide and I don't have the courage to. But I wish something would happen to me and I would die, so my parents won't have to deal with the pain of me killing myself. But these are only thoughts, and I have never acted on them. 

I can't bear this loneliness anymore. I keep crying, and feel life isn't worth living. Afterall I have to die someday, then why should I live? What's the use of doing anything if it will all go away someday? 

Please help. I can't deal with the anxiety anymore. The anxiety of simple facing a day, the anxiety of waking up. I don't even feel hungry anymore.

I will appreciate any help. Thank you.

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

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