Eleena @hannael
Everyday Iβm pushing myself to do stuffs like doing my assignments going to the gym but honestly i donβt even want to get out of my bed. Family who looks down on me. Friends all who left because i canβt be happy and jolly like i use to be before. For others Iβm just a arrogant person who thinks highly of herself but here I am who just want to be loved. I have been trying to reach out to people. Anyone. Since 2 years. I just canβt. I canβt even afford therapy or anything to get myself checked. I just donβt want to live a life like this. With no meaning or purpose.
the great @sad_sapien
Hey just take deep breath.
Eleena @hannael
Itβs really tiring and lonely and 2yrs is pretty much a long time and i just feel like Iβm wasting the days when i should be happy over something i canβt even exactly express
the great @sad_sapien
So, why are u not taking actions ? If u really want something, go get it.
the great @sad_sapien
Is there something that is preventing you?
Eleena @hannael
I was a very extrovert person but due to some events, i just canβt talk to people or interact. I am trying everyday till today and i know i will tomorrow but i canβt even improve myself and it sucks seeing myself like this.
the great @sad_sapien
So , what are u currently doing , I mean are u studying in school, cllg or r u working?
the great @sad_sapien
Donβt be so rough on yourself
the great @sad_sapien
See, I get that u want to be loved because I want to feel the same way every single time.but, u know life doesnβt give us everything u want.
Meera @chim27
First of all just relaxβ¦
Now listen here your main problem is you are trying to find your happiness in others.
Do that which actually makes you happy like listening music which give happy vibes like other thing which doesnβt include any person.
And second try to not except anything from anyone.
People give no value to the stuff which is easily available. So stop pleasing everyoneβ¦
You are not born to impress everyoneβ¦
Give your love and time to those who actually value you in same wayβ¦
I know some peoples whose own happiness lies on people happinessβ¦ So just spread positive vibe, love, care but do not except anything to get return because no one is like youβ¦(nowadays people donβt care about others but you do thatβs why you are nice person)
I hope you will get heal from your problem
Take care π