Everyday I feel extremely lonely in college, and envious of everyone who has friends, I wish I was normal; Somedays, I can’t cope with it; To live in a world where nobody really knows you or wants to. So, I use cutting as a coping mechanism, I don’t know any other way to cope.
Other people may feel the same way as you. Many don’t show their sadness. Please don’t do this as coping mechanism. It makes me really sad. You can vent here, lots of helpful people here.
You could join a group or class doing something you are interested in then you could meet people with something in common.