Everybody wants a peace of mind and a happy heart, I just wanna sleep.

Frustration

How to get over depression and overthinking? How to bring back lost charm in life? How to over power anxiety? Hot to learn to live? How to cope up with things that cannot change? 

Depression

Looking for @wie
Cant find her

Friends

Feeling bad! 


Guys is there any lawyer here? I need help. I have participated in Moot Court competition plz someone(Law student or lawyer) help me with it.

Education

Day 201 of writing journal entries.

I’m on vacation now! I’m hoping to have a good time… if I stay away from my siblings everything will be okay. I wish it didn’t have to be that way but anytime I’m near them, somehow, somebody ends up upset with me and I don’t want that. My Mom gave me permission to go to the beach in the morning to meditate, without that I would probably go crazy tbh.

Well, I’ll put some hope in it, I’ll make it a good trip. I hope everyone is having a good day!

Personal Growth

I met a guy on tinder 2 months ago . He's 4 yrs older than me n so cute . We met after 1 month of chatting n calling. Our first date didn't go as plan but I felt so happy around him . On 2nd date i went to his flat as I was having period cramps and we watched movie and I had my first kiss. On 3rd date he came to pick me up from my college which is 100 km ride. And we spent a night together it was amazing. And he's so sweet. He wants a stable relationship and commitment as he's shifting to different city so it won't be easy. He's so perfect, sometime I feel like he's acting . How can someone be so understanding n good?  I'm not sure about him I feel inferior around him he's so handsome n he can find anyone beautiful .he was asking about my decision I don't know what should I do .
I want to say yes but what if he finds someone beautiful there i won't be able to handle myself .


Long Distance Relationship

Healthy possessiveness and obsession in love

The river, like a healthy obsession, flows persistently around the mountain. It follows the mountain's contours, embracing its curves and crevices, providing nourishment and life to its surroundings. The river's constant flow represents dedication and care, always there, shaping and supporting the mountain in a natural and harmonious way. The mountain, embodying healthy possessiveness, stands firm and steadfast. It provides a guiding structure for the river, channeling its path without restricting its flow entirely. The mountain's presence offers stability and protection, ensuring the river does not overflow and lose its way. The mountain and the river coexist in a balanced relationship. The river's gentle, persistent flow symbolizes love and attention given mindfully, while the mountain's steadfastness represents a protective yet non-restrictive possessiveness. Together, they create a harmonious landscape, where both can exist and thrive in their unique ways, supporting and complementing each other naturally. 

Love

Sending healing and warm energy to everyone........ I feel like a little part of me died today the innocent part which was full of hope and Kindness as of now I feel completely hollow numb can't even feel pain my mind is constantly running on loop and to distract it I am spending more than 12 hours on screen scrolling endlessly..... I am at the age where people achieve so many things whereas I feel like a total fool a failure and disappointment...... I don't want to let this emotions affect my other parts of life but I can't help but to stare blankly into the dark...... Dark seems peaceful and loveable then all the fake and ugly lights around me I think this hypersensitivity has become a curse and I've proven to be the villain in everybody's life then why this pathetic feeling of wrongness I feel to the bone I hate being a victim but as hard as I try to find my negatives I just can't that's how much of a dumb I  am. I know I have to stand up again like I do always but I feel tired but yeah I won't give up on myself for the sake of my family yeah I am pathetic human always crying and getting betrayed alone and never happy but my family is my constant so I'll promise that I'll never ever give up on myself for them and may karma gives everyone 100x back to them......who killed that naive innocent part of me coz I loved her very much. 
Thanks for reading btw.... Have a great day you all💟

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