Everybody talks about cutting people off, but nobody really talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision - knowing it's not what you wanted, but what was necessary for your well being.

shruti 

My story is completely different. I have the best person anyone could ever ask for but a side of him is the biggest red flag. That one thing is which can’t be ignored. Daily I think of letting him go but it’s so hard coz everything is good. When I am sad even if he is busy he makes time for me. Wo 15-20km travel krke bhi mjhse milne aata h just to make sure that I am ok. 

Relationships

okay so good news :) 
i'm 3 months clean from self-harming 
im super proud of myself. 
this is some type of cheesy/ inspirational typa shit. 
but fr.
it gets better i promise. 
you're strong you got this. 
remember. people care, drink water AND love yourself
but baby steps. you got this! 

Productivity

Every scar tells a story
Every smile hides one 

Intro

Everyday I feel extremely lonely in college, and envious of everyone who has friends, I wish I was normal; Somedays, I can't cope with it; To live in a world where nobody really knows you or wants to. So, I use cutting as a coping mechanism, I don't know any other way to cope.

College

I keep wanting to hit myself as a way of stopping myself from self harming. And I’ve got a head ache today bc of it :)
How can I stop doing this?

Self Harm

It has been 17hrs since I last cut myself. I was fine but here I am again on my bedroom floor fighting the urge to do it again. I have gotten so much worse this week. I just can't help it. I can't help this feeling inside my heart. I really really really just want to end it all. But I can't. I can't because I can't do that to my friends. But I've been thinking about them a little to much. Putting them before me. Holding in my tears to wipe theirs. So i guess this is the time where I put myself first? But I can't. Cause I don't know what they might do after it. I can't put them through that after I myself know how it feels. I just can't. But then why do I feel like this?

It gets harder and harder for me not to cut. Therapy don’t help. I didn’t cut but a minute ago I scratched my forehead a bit hard and I remembered the feeling I got from cutting. I tried telling myself don’t but I still wanted to… In summary it’s hard being clean and I want to cut again but I can’t 😐

Addiction

People self harm to have a control over their chaotic internal emotions. By harming themselves,they distract themselves from constantly thinking of a trauma and focus their attention on the pain of the cut. 

Mental Health

Realising these scars will be on your body for the rest of your life 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts