Every young man should experience heartbreak. It’s one of those Do or Die moments of your life. It will ignite a fire within you that will either make you great or completely destroy you. Incredible opportunity.

Adulting

Iam not sure how I am feeling today, there have been some good incidents and some really bad ones as well. I feel guilty for eating everyday ,little things stress me out on a daily basis but today I ate, I ate like a monster after days of starving myself and I feel horrible, horrible about myself and my body ,horrible about standing in front of my mirror for hours criticizing myself but what I am to do? I don't wanna be saved from this "disorder ".  Any  comment about my body  decides my mood for the day and now I feel happy when ppl say I look like a skeleton or weak cause then I feel happy about the fact that perhaps iam looking skinny today.....

Anorexia

Life is so freakin boring lol fr

3am Thoughts

Just wanna talk to someone
Not feeling good 
😅
Anyone up?

I'm in my final year, I have exams and I move onto a higher school, which means I'll have to move on from my class and my favorite teacher. I've already said goodbye to so many people. I've said goodbye to a school I wished I had lived my entire childhood properly there, teachers treated us like family and knew us and our families very well. 

Then I said goodbye in my british high school to my two best friends and class, to which to this day I miss so much. After 3 years of living this life where I miss my old school and living in remorse of ever moving or wishing to go back. Now i have to say goodbye again to the teacher that I only went to school for, who made me smile, I wanted her attention, I loved talking to her, she treated us like her own children, now I have to say goodbye to the only person who had me feel okay and happy in this shitty school.

Now it only gets harder and worse because I have to make a decision that fully influences my future. What school. Not only have I lost all my friends and people in THREE schools coming up then how am I supposed to choose or even live  idk without all these memories holding me back.

Exam

I really hate when people are online and don't read your msg or they promise to call you on a time but never called i seriously hate it

God you are consistent, kind and good — I am greatful that I am known by you. Nothing is impossible for you. You can change my circumstances in an instant. But even if you don’t, I will choose to keep moving forward and endure — because you endured everything for me. I know that these momentarily trails won’t last forever, so today I commit to keeping my eyes fixed on you.


Mental Wellbeing

Confused🥴

I am not Good with relationships. Parents Are not Supportive and Sibling too. Sometimes i feel In this journey Of life i will Be all alone and No one would support me. I am not In good Terms With my parents. Sometimes i Feel I would be All Alone in this journey. Thinking Abt Future scares me. What Will Happen How will I m Okay In this Life Journey Alone. Dont Get it. Its scary and same time Confusing Coz everyone wants to Walk On there path In life there Own... 🤷‍♀️

Life

Hi Everyone,
It’s good to find this community.
In nutshell, I’m in constant anxiety. I’m about tho change myself to be a better person. I’m on a good way but one thing I need to do do deceease this anxiety within me: I should tell my secrets to anyone, to a stranger. You know, if you release this verbally, you can release the pressure as well so it makes good for your mental health.
No huge secrets just regular ones (addictions, lies, etc.) which you would’t share with your loved ones otherwise you’d be judged. So it’d be useful for me to do it to a stranger, anonimously.
I hope someone can help me with it.
Have a nice day

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts