Every time I get in the shower and listen to a certain song on my playlist I break down so bad I can’t stop thinking of him

Breakup

"So close yet so far" describes my current situation so well. My partner works literally right next to the hospital I'm in. But the visiting hours are really rubbish. 

Mental Illness

I've been feeling very low. My insecurities are getting to me and not in a good way. I try to sleep so I can get rid of thoughts but they just keep coming back and going over my head again and again. It's like this thought spiral I can't get out of. I feel like I have people around me, but I'm still all alone. I just want to be normal but I don't know how. 

Insecurity

Kuch kehne ka man hai unse 
Kambhaqt  man hi hai ..himmat nhi hai 
💔💔💔

3am Thoughts

Hey! Everyone i would love to know that what is the best/happiest thing or moment that you have achieved/done in this journey of ups and downs called life.📉📈


My motive:- i just want you all to remember that beautiful moments while commenting down so that you will be distracted from the sadness you are all going through right now or just be more happier if you happy right now ☺️.

Caregiver

does anyone believe in astrology?
i kinda used to until this day 
so i went to an astrologer and asked him about my love life, he said he can see some chances of my love marriage but suggested me not to go for it cause i’ll get cheated on or ditched and that too two times so he suggested me to focus on my career and do arrange marriage itself. i kinda got worried about it and lost all the hopes. what do you guys think? do i need to believe in this or just let it go?

Anxiety

How to deal with anaxity and stress?

It all started for me back in September   when I took my family to a mall to see Jawan movie after few mins in the mall I felt like my heart was beating fast and I was feeling very uneasy . This kept happing till I went inside the movie theater there also I felt like I should just run out side and scream I was feeling so uneasy I kept getting up to go to rest room I was only thinking of my rapid heart beat but after the movie I was back to normal and I went hoke thinking I must go to a doctor to check this . Since then I saw a general doctor told him about this indicent he have some beta blocker medicens which made me feel ok for few days but as days went by it got worst . Now as soon as I get up I feel very uneasy I can't sit at one place for more then 5mins I keep walking feeling unrest I check my heart rate which keeps going from 95 to 110 even while sitting.  I think stupid stuff and think I might go mad. It's like I am not myself anymore feel like a soul left me and I am an empty shell  now. I am unable to clearly share my experience in words it's that bad. It's like my head is heavy and I lost interest in stuff I use to love like going out to movies with my family and friends or hang out with friends . I tried going out one day to a friend's party I couldn't sit there for long kept feeling anxious and stressed for no reason then I left. Jawan movie was my last movie in theater since then I am.scared to go again . I don't know why this is all happing to me I was really such a care free person who use to enjoy a lot now it's really like my life is upside down and I don't know why .

Women are just too great 😣

Compassion

So, I was talking to a guy just as a friend on a social media for more than a week. He used to text me, we are of same age, so we connected soon, talked much about our lives, also he told me once I am a good listener. Later I told him, I will may take a break soon, he knew for my studies, asked for a alternative option, I denied, he understood well the situation. But he also said "You are hopeless". Why he said that? What I did wrong? This just stuck in my head, what's wrong with me, idk? 
Well I didn't leave then, but instead he took a break for his studies lol. 

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