Every time I build myself up I get shoved back down. I keep coming to this bridge thinking I’ll jump this time but don’t and I end up crying in my car instead. I thought i had changed but I just got cheated on and then i regressed. I didn’t have anything sharp so i just punched a brick wall till i bled, so i could feel something, anything.
The best advice I ever got to deal with this kind of situation was just keep going and let life happen you can’t be more hurt now then yesterday. Also get something to focus on and make yourself a priority when you are happy with yourself everything else will come on it’s own
omg,what happened?