Every night I feel like I should give up this relationship... It's not my cup of tea... I just can't handle this man's spectacle...


I have given up many times but that person just keep coming to me

No he is just throw tantrums like some licchad chhappri girl... All I feel is I am with some chhappri

dump dump dump!!! And I say that w love!!!

3am Thoughts

Nights gone un-answered, days slept too early.
Peeps become silent , chaos lefted out silently.
Soul becomes noise full. Turmoiling things got slaved.


Depression

Anyone available to chat?

Frustration

feeling low missing someone badly

Cheating

so i was at a park today with my friend.there were 2 guys we thought looked good and they were sitting on swings far from us.later they were taking walks around the park and when they passed by us my friend,she suddenly start talking loudly,and insulting me for no reason.she called me a lesbo for no reason and went back to normal once they passed .i was so shocked and weirded out by her like how can someone act so dumb and immature and insult someone just because you want to look good in front of some random guys?🤦🏻‍♀️.like you need to grow up for once.
Also context to a diff situation 2months ago - i met a guy a guy but we weren't talking and these friends of mine kept asking me to stay away from him since he is a red flag.so eventually i got over him and moved on .now today this friend at the park told me she suddenly likes him.DUDE I'm like 2 months ago you yourself gaslighted me ,warned me he's a Playboy ,red flag and now you like that same guy...?what is wrong with her.  i haven't told her i still lowkey like him but i don't even want to at this point in just so disappointed in her rn
The worst is back then they judged this dude only from his looks he looked like a Playboy but they kept annoying me sm with it i eventually just stopped telling them i like him or something but that's a story for another time...



Friends

I feel self conscious when I share any of my interests with anyone. I get so flustered whenever someone else does have the same interest and start talking about it and I get nervous I don't know enough information to keep the other person interested so I just shut down and become mute, creating more distance between myself and the other person. All I wanna do is make genuine connections

Other

I used to talk to myself from the time my grandmother passed away (she was the only person who used to console me) after some time I started hearing voices then since I turned 15 I've been seeing them (don't be scared they're not ghost I know cuz I tried some holy things but nothing worked) I don't know what this is and I'm scared about sharing this to others cuz they might judge me. Do you guys know what this is?

Confusion

It’s been almost a year since we ended our relationship, I’ve gone through therapy and endless hours being sad, crying and asking myself what I did wrong for him to fall out of love with me. My self esteem is in the lowest it has ever been, my body suffered the consequences and I gain so much weight. He made me suffer so much and yet I still think about him, I’m still waiting for that text where he is going to say he misses me, that he was an idiot and that he wants me back. In the back of my mind I know I’m never getting that text.

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