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Frustration

My first love is getting married with someone else and I can’t forget him no matter how hard i try. It’s been months since we broke up and he moved on so fast, just two months later he got engaged. It was hard for me but i was hoping that with time i’ll be better and i’ll be able to forget him but even now 7 months later i still feel the same pain and by now i’ve realized that forgetting him is impossible or it will take a lot of time. Another thing is that i can’t stop stalking him on social media. All day long I stalk his instagram, facebook, snapchat and seeing him happy with someone else breaks my heart. 

Relationships

I am breaking down again 🙂

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Aaj aai aali swapnat.. yaar kharch khup br vatal.. mi mama mami chya ghari geliy tithe mazi mame bahin ji actually mithi zaliy khup but swapnat chotishi disat hoti 🥰.. aai kadun mi mazya scarf sarakh matching ribbon magat hote...
Actually my mom passed away in 2014, but she still comes in my dreams. I do feel guilty for not making her proud enough n give her my earned money as that time I was in 12th.. I really wish she should have been here with me. I don't know what I am currently doing in my life Some things which I am doing may be disturbing or what.. I haven't been in any relationship bz I gave n still give priority to my family as I am the elder daughter, I am good in academics but my younger brothers are not,, but my brother's know how our mother has sacrificed n how I am managing each n everything, they value me alot, golden flag for any girl. Just in study they are behind else they are good at everything. Bz of job I can't do household chores, my brothers handle each n everything without complaining ki Tai should have done this.
I feel guilty about what I am now thinking abt getting into a relationship, don't know if it is the right thing I am doing or not. A person seems to be a nice guy but has a different religion, don't know if it is gonna work. What my mom n my family will think abt me. Each n everyone is so proud of me for handling things, earning money n taking care of my family. I am the woman of my house. Don't know if I should initiate a relationship with that person..

Dreams

I never felt this weak. I thought i was strong enough to handle anything.... I didn't care about anybody leaving me before.... but this time it hurts like this pain and the damage can never be fixed. 

I feel like, how can i be so stupid to be with such a person, who will someday throw me out her life like this.....

I thought she was different. I loved her like there will be no tomorrow.... I made sure of not doing anything which will hurt her..... I never had any female friend in 5 years of relationship. I put all in giving 100% of my loyality. But all she cared about Money and Reputation.

This break up turned me into a man with two personality, one who still loves her and second one, who hates her the most.

My peace of mind has gone and m not stable....I feel really bad about myself.

Hi guys

I feel very bad today and I don't know what to do.

My parents have been fighting for many years and I have been with this kind of thing for so long. It's killing me. I know it's not my fault but I feel like I want to press a reset button. I want to reset my life to turn back in time and tell them to stop seeing each other. I can't handle with this anymore. I feel like I want to sleep and never wake up again. I want to just shut down everything. I don't want to see or heard my dad breaking things or yelling from downstair anymore. Still, I'm scared that it'll hurt. I'm scared that I'll never have a chance to see people I love anymore. I scared that one day, every one will eventually forget me. I don't know how to explain my feelings right now. I just feel that I'm so so tired and I just want everything to stop. I want my smile back. Now, there're only tears on my face. Maybe, I'm weak. I don't know. What should I do?

Wait a minute. 
I posted something yesterday, and Idk why but it violated the community guidelines. The post has nothing, except a dot. Idk how it violates the guidelines, anyway.. Weird thing is it is closed bcs of report.. And it's showing that Author has turned off the replies. No way. Not at all. I didn't.

Is that an expected behavior? Is it by mistake or a feature? 

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