Ever wondered about how many people have loved you and never told you or have told you and never loved you

I can tell you for sure that no one loves me but they tell me they do .... 

3am Thoughts

I finally like a man after so long, we exchanged good amount of texts for couple of days. But now I’m so disappointed thinking he might not be romantically interested in me. Why is this whole situation so upsetting for me??? 😔 

Once I wrote a last lecture I am willing to give if I know I will die in near future. I was inspired by the book written by Randy Pausch. That assignment gave me lots to think about and I am grateful to this assignment that I know I am on the right path. 

Happy

I need a emergency friend. 😔

My 12yo brother uses my phone for making his art. I'm okay with it. But sometimes when I need my phone he doesn't give it back, and I feel this rage fuming from me and couldn't shout and express my anger. This is always like this, I cannot f*****g express my anger. And while suppressing it I feel like a complete idiot. I feel I'm the one who is making drama, overreacting to it. I have this questions popping inside my head, It's just a phone why I'm reacting like this, It would be hard for him to understand if I don't express what's hurting me, and there are infinite questions that are fighting to conclude the reasons for my overreaction and why I should stop it. It hurts. Everything that hurts me becomes more evident and like flashes come at me, making me more suffer. And also I don't won't my brother to see me as some villian like some one who abuses etc whatever it is. 

Relationships

If you can't change it, change the way you think about it. Don't complain...:)

Coming Out

have you ever feel not belong anywhere and wherever you try to fit in you just broke yourself even more?

Insecurity

Just now somebody asked me all good? Like dude stop asking me these nonsense Question in the middle of the day. No! I'm not good at all. Ever since I've joined this job in a new city, living alone, eating alone waking up in the morning kills me and making breakfast and walk up to the road to go to office this routine kills me and I also don't  know cooking that good and been eating half cooked food and having stomach issues.I just want to scream at the top of my voice to these people who ask me all good? I just wanted vent.

Exhausted

I just post something & a msg popped up that it is under supervision.. Why?? 

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