Ever just want someone to love? Like I need my mind of things but Iβm not a one night stand type of person, I want someone to genuinely love. Not just physically, emotionally as well. Support them, be their therapist, lover, friend, safe place and comfort them. But I feel like Iβll never find this till I get married. And thatβs a while from now so I just will have to wait. And itβs not a good feeling looking at others and wondering whenβ¦
I use to think so too. But my girlfriend and I we broke up recently, I have shared it on this platform twice. Iβm finding it very hard to move on and Idk it feels like she is doing okay which is hurting me even more. I feel very lonely because for 3 years I had a constant companion and now I have no one.