Ever feel tired of running a race you don't want to... Ever feel like vanishing from the life you are compelled to continue living coz the people around u need you.. 


Hugs bro. You are fighting and doing great.

3am Thoughts

Been in room all long day. No energy to get up. 

Lonely

Me struggling to tell how I feel because every time I do they made it seems like Im crazy and too sensitive... 

if you enjoyed the time you wasted.. then it is not a waste of time

The space asks, 'what are you feeling?' I don't know. Maybe I feel stupid and sad. Also, I feel like I am too bad for this world. Why do I feel all these things? Why do I feel all this jealousy and never ending competition? I have pushed all my friends away because of this. I was hurting them by showing off what I have, they were voluntarily/involuntarily hurting me in other ways. I literally no friend even to text to. I see people posting pictures with their friends, texting and replying back, I feel very lonely at that time. I wish I had someone to text and reply to? What made me this bad? How do I change myself? The medicines for brain made me feel dead. I no longer take them. I try to distract myself with something or the other, but for how long can you distract yourself? 

Anxiety

I don't know if I am really sad or not ! But I so wish my life to change for now. I am tired of enjoying on phone only. Life is fun only virtually for me. I want to change it for once. I have lots of issues with my family members out there, it's not like I hate them or they hate me, but yeah, we get toxic to each other every now and then. I do badly need a change. I want a god damn job, because that's the only option for a change in front of me, I am trying my best. But why do I always have to struggle for every little thing I want. I want to go out. I so wish this quarantine period ends now. Life is really really hurtful nowadays, I want a real happiness now ! 🥺😶

Learning Disability

My life is pretty good if i stop running behind girls 

Hey! I am a 22 year old woman. I have a perfect life, a good and supportive family, great friends and a wonderful boyfriend. It’s just that i am not happy and i feel like i dont know who i am, what i have become or where i am going. I have these many people but still i cant share to them what i feel, its cause I don’t want to, its cause even i dont know why i feel this way. I have had certain traumatized experiences from the past, that changed me, i got so anxious that it gets hard for me to get out of my home, i got so many fears about relationships that i always anticipate worst possible scenarios so that i could just be prepared dor anything bad that is coming. Its just i dont know when this started and when i became like this, i am not suicidal per se (i have been in the past) but i have no hopes on this life either. Its just no matter how much i try , it gets harder, and bigger. I have been practicing yoga and meditation since an year or two , but i dont think so it is helping me cope with anxiety and fears, or maybe that i am not able to do it properly. I have been searching for reasons and solutions, my mood swings are so high that it disturbs my day to day life. Please help me!

Depression

“What depression actually looks like?” people have always asked me this every time i have told them that i am suffering from it. I have a an example to tell you what depression actually looks like. So you remember the time when covid hit for the first time and all of us had to be at our home? We could not go anywhere. We were helpless and trapped inside our houses even when we did not want to. So this is what depression actually looks like.  Depression is being trapped inside your own mind and even when you do not want to, you cannot get out of it. You are helpless. What depression actually looks like is staying in your bed all day because it is almost impossible to actually get out of it. What depression actually looks like is not crying all night. Depression gets with her anxiety. Both of them are best friends. Depression will ruin your social life. You do not feel like hanging out with your friends anymore. You do not feel like doing things that you used to love. Depression takes the life out of you. Depression takes away your sleep. And it keeps you up all night and overthinking comes as a bonus. And trust me, it is worse than it sounds. Depression affects all the areas of your life. And you know depression can also look like smiling when people are around but it for sure will be killing you from inside. If you are going through this, you are not alone. If you are not, be empathetic towards people who do.

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