Eventually everything in life starts connecting, everything that happens is leading to something in your future. 

3am Thoughts

बातों में दुनिया, दुनिया में हम।
हम से है दुनिया या दुनिया से हम।।

प्यार है हमें उनसे, या उनसे ही है गम।
कोई जरा ये बतलाए हमें,
इजहार करें उनसे या शरमाते रहे हम।।

😂😂😂 Hello everyone.. Kaise hai aap sab .. Umeed hai sab acche se apni apni ladai me tike hue hai... Puri himmat aur josh ke saath... 
Take care everyone 
😄😃😄😃


Gratitude

I am having urges to email Meredith. But I cannot do that, because I am following the no contact. And also because my counselor and I are trying to work on stopping my compulsions. But I just want to hear from Meredith. ￼￼

Depression

How far is too far

ADHD

MORNING REMINDER ✨✨✨
Sometimes people don't like you 
They just like the idea of being liked by you...
Know the difference...
- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

Hey. I feel lonely. I feel like nobody likes me. Nobody wants me. Nobody values me as much I, them.  I want to feel loved. Always wanted. But somehow, it's always me who loves others so much more than they love me. I'm just sad. 

Lonely

Dil karta hai teri baatein sunu,
Saude mai adhure chunu.
Ishq ka ajab hai kaida🫠

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I just feel like giving up. I have many dreams left, silly ones, but still, they are the things that keep me going. Like I want to study in S.Korea and I found a scholarship that will help me go there. My parents still don't know about this. My Maa wants me to do B. Pharma, knowing that I feel nauseous with hospital smells. I haven't talked to my father for a whole year. The reasons are reasonable and it will take me some time to tell you the reason. 

They want me to enter college with merit points and they know that I'm an average student. So, whenever there is an exam being conducted, they always say that if I fail, they will not let me study anymore. And the reason why they want me to enter college through scholarship is that they have exhausted all the money for my elder sister's education at a private college. And they want my admission to be considered at all govt. colleges, which are shit, btw.

I cannot tell them that I want to study in Korea, so I study the language secretly. It's mandatory to know the language and by giving some specific exams, I can be given some preference. If I tell them about this, they will surely tell me to back off.

But I know that if I back off, I will regret it my whole life and will hate them for the very reasons. They prefer my elder sister over me, considering that she is excellent at her studies, while I am an average student. Nobody understands that this is difficult for me. Not even my sister.

I know that the chances of me being accepted are low, but I can try, right? It's better to try now than to regret later, right?

How can a person be so angry on you due to your stupidity but still so much caring how do they do that...💭

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