random @thelostone
Evenings are so much poetic
But nights are when i bleed
I could just stand and watch
People laugh at my misery
I choose not to care
Every day, i wake up
Cause when i do
I do too much
And end up hurting myself again
Itβs better this way
Hating people away
Coming close would
Just make things harder, okay
Itβs better to shut myself in deep
Itβs harder when Iβm trying
And you donβt feel
Donβt wanna feel like
Being ignored anymore
Itβs been months
I donβt even cry anymore
Iβm just laying down
With open eyes
Every night just
With myself
Telling myself
Itβs better this way
You expect a lot
And people donβt really
Care anyways.
Are you okay?