even after a year of my relationship my gf still misses her ex and cries for him. What should i do ? 

Usko, uske Ex ke pass chorr ke aaja bhai.

You’re just waiting to get hurt and possibly waste years of your life. Get out of this relationship 

She paints a pretty picture, but the story has a twist 
Her paintbrush is a razor, her canvas is her wrist. 

She paints a pretty picture in a color that's blood red. 
While using her sharp paintbrush, she ends up finally dead. 

The pretty picture is fading quite slowly on her arm. 
Blood no longer runs through her, she can no longer do harm. 

Yes, she painted a pretty picture but the story has a twist, 
you see, her mind was her razor, and her heart was her wrist.

Self Harm

Morose and Guilty

Over the past few years, I've looked for emotional intimacy in relationships rather than building close friendships. I've had friendships with people but none that I've put solid effort into maintaining and growing. My most recent "relationship" with a sociopathic narcissist blew up and has made me consciously aware of how negligent I've been with my friendships. Throwing in quarantine, it's made me more aware of how few friends I actually have. I'm determined to fix this when all of this ends, but I need help processing why I've pursued this path for as long as I have.

Relationships

How to gain muscles without going gym ?.

Other

What's more challenging in our life? Is it due to the debt of restoring the foundation of our welfare or procrastinate our commitment and contribution and be more focused and concentrated on restoring our current life to make sure our welfare isn't outdated for restoration?

What's more important? Where would you go to lead a happy life without any debts? Life or welfare? Would you continue to choose paying the debts of your life or would you choose to directly restore the debt of your welfare and make a one ultimate sacrifice to live a debt free life?

Mental Wellbeing

tw // eating disorders maybe

i feel like my dad is the root of all my problems but i can’t talk to him about it or he’s get mad at me for not praising him. i can’t talk to my mom because she’d just tell me that he’s my dad and i have to love him no matter what. i can’t talk to my friends because then i’d be a burden. i can’t afford to go to therapy and my parents don’t think anything’s wrong with me. theres just no one that i can go to. and sure, thats why im on the internet writing a rant, but that doesn’t change the empty loneliness that i feel on a daily basis.

my parents don’t believe me when i say something’s wrong with me. every time i can, i skip a meal. since last august, i skipped breakfast and lunch every single day only to eat a snack for dinner. and i still felt guilty for eating, like, six crackers for a whole day. i’ve been logging my weight since feb 2021, too. i did it initially thinking “maybe this will encourage me to lose weight,” and it did just that. i felt happy every time i saw the numbers in my little book go down. i lost 20 pounds in a month, was on the verge of underweight, and felt the happiest i’d ever been in the time i’d kept that book. even though it’s an unhealthy habit, i’m still doing it and i still feel so disappointed in myself when the numbers go up, even if it’s by 0.01 ounces.

i don’t know how long these vents are supposed to be. this is my first one. i’ll cut it short here so if anyone reads this, they won’t waste their time reading my whole life story.

Lonely

Hey guys. 

Ever been in a phase where you feel that physical attractions and cravings are bad but you are in a position where you really want it now? How do you cope up with it? 

Sexual Health

So I liked this guy since 3 years and I couldn't confess but 3 months ago i finally confessed my feelings and I got to know that he also liked me, so we started seeing each other and it was going pretty well. Before him I was in a long term relationship of 7 years which he knew of. So one day we were just sitting and he came with the topic of my ex and suddenly said that he can't do it with me anymore because he wishes that his partner should be pure as he didn't date anyone before me so he should also be the first one his partner will date. o he told me he wants to break up just because I was with someone else 3 years ago. I feel so unwanted, he said things that really have hurt me, my self esteem is just ruined. I've been crying since that day and I'm trying to call and text him and he's not replying any of my calls. My health is also being affected. I really thought he will be the one for me. I don't know where I went wrong. Just because I was with someone for long term that means now I can't be with someone for my whole life? I really miss him. What should I do please help. I feel like I'm dying.

Breakup

My fam is always filled with arguments  and shoutings. It impacts my mental health and focus on studies and goals. What should I do?

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