Even after 8 hrs of not touching phone 
No calls ,no messages 
It feels like i am the only one existing in the whole world ,this feeling sucks 
I hate myself and my life too

No i expect just my close friends message me 
Well well how idiot i am i have no friends 😔🙃🙃

Well u have to take out time for your close ones bcz at the end after working a lot u need someone to just ask how was your day 
What did u do and are u okay ?? 🙃🙃

Soo we are on the same boat dude 
Well as a well wisher I wanna ask u 
How is your day going ??

i expect my close friends to message me as well and i do get it makes you feel lonely when they ignore or barely text you but that means you have to focus on yourself and move on and try remember you don’t need them 

I studied 10 hrs and still to go for 3 hrs 
Soo day was hectic

isolate them how? you can still love yourself and focus on self care while having friends. i’ve came to the conclusion i don’t need my close friends to text me and ask me how i feel to feel better.

of course! and if anything you feel like this again you should try and meet more people. i know sometimes it sucks but it works for me. people i’ve met online tbh are more active with me than my friends i’ve known my whole life. and you can always reply to me again and i’ll reply :)

Yess for sure pal 
I wish u get what u want in life 
And become the best version of yourself

I am in a sandwich, and I am working on an essay for one of the breads. ￼

Happy

**if you are looking for the sign this is for you**
sometimes walking away has nothing to do with weakness, and everything to do with strength.  we walk away not because we want others to realize our worth and value, but because we finally realize our own....
- unknown

Mental Wellbeing

She's not coming bro. Stop waiting. Get on with your shit

Breakup

I rarely have had human interaction and now this loneliness is really killing me as each day passes by. This seems so tough now. How do I survive with no interaction. Inspite of being very open and honest with people, I never have had any friend. Feels like a loser and now I'm at this stage of life where chances of meeting new people or making friends is next to zero.
I truly wish to erase my existence. Could not hold this agony.

Lonely

Hello 

Marriage

First let's talk about my living situation: I live in a trailer 

Brown mold on the ceiling 
The door leading to go outside can't even close 
Carpet floors expect in the kitchen with fake ass tile 
Literally everything in my house is dirty literally everything!!!
The sink in the kitchen doesn't work and it's stopped up with gross brown green water. One time I found fucking worms in the sink.
The sink in the bathrooms hardly have running water. On the topic of water I only get to shower like once or twice a month
Ants, flies, and gnats everywhere 
And that's not everything but I wont go into more detail.
Also the trailer is not sturdy at all

Pets: I have a cat and he stays on top of the fridge all the time because it's so gross. Also my drug addict father always threatens to kill him or throw him outside. P.s. my father has the went to jail but that was before I was born for domestic violence (hitting/ hurting my mom) 

I have dog not to mention a chihuahua that lives outside because my parents and grandmother didn't want to buy flea and tick medication for him or just didn't care or just dumb!!! Now he stays outside in a dog house with a leash tied to a tree and it's always hot (it's summer time and I live in Virginia) and he could have a heat stroke and die and it rains 
all the time so he could get sick. My dog has also never went to the vet. But I try my best to him healthy.

Moving: 
 My mom, sister, and I are trying to move away from my dad and grandmother but my mom has no job (they won't let her get a job) 
Also for me school is starting soon. I will be doing online class. (Zoom video calls) 


Family

31. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. 

That's perhaps why the world is busy dressing up and making up. Hair styles, Shoes. 

But what if we change this proverb a little. 

Inner beauty lies in the mind's eye of the beholder. 

If ever person decides to use their minds eye to search for the inner beauty in others, and uses that as a criteria rather than shoes, perfumes, etc.  Perhaps then then the true nature would be spotted, and hasty and regregretful decisions would be avoided. 

To awaken the mind's eye, the questions we ask would need to change.

We would seeks facts, proof, 

Celebration

I think during our entire 20's most of us are stressed about our career. I feel once your career is sorted you can be at peace somehow. Career se bda tension aur kya hi hai life mein 

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