End of the day, sachipovali ani undhi... Rep mrng mala masth unta... Just e koni hours survive ithe chalu anipistundhi. 

Anger Issues

I have been through hell yet I survived. But I didnt wanna be saved. Why was I saved? All my friends left me for some reason or the other. Everyone just left. I feel so lonely. Everything happened to me was my fault. I can not take it any one. 

Suicidal Ideation

Not great.
I haven't been able to concentrate on my studies at all since online classes have started. I can't focus. I have given all my exams by copying off the internet and classmates. This has never happened to me before. I was a good student but now I just don't feel like studying at all. I do feel really guilty afterwards but...
I really want to get back on track and crack the entrance exam I am preparing for. I just don't understand how

Conflict

Aaj ek ladki ka message aaya.. To dono mei baat shuru hui... Hi hello normally type.... To fir usne thodi der baad kaha ki mera koi bhai nhi hai, aap mere bhai ban sakte ho... To maine kaha property mei hissa dena pdega...Fir usne block krdiya... Isme meri kya galti yaar.... 🥺

Confusion

I broke up with someone nearly 1 and half months ago. 

Initially everything was good and happy. We turned from friends to lovers. But as soon as we started the relationship I realized that he isn't giving me time. He would cancel plans , reply late. If he wanted to meet he would meet for a brief intimate time. I realized I was given the last priority after his friends and work. I always had a gut feeling that there is some other girl in his life but I am not really sure. 

I communicated with him that I feel anxious about our future. He said, " just think about the present". Later on I couldn't handle the feeling of being neglected. And I wished him all the best and decided to part ways. 

He accepted the break up, and never reached out to me again. I sit here wondering if I ever mattered to him, did he ever love me ? Will he never reach out ?Did those memories mean nothing to him ? Since I broke up I guess I don't have a say. 

I just can't stop reminiscing about the good memories I had with him. How would you help yourself from spiraling thoughts about your ex ? 

Breakup

Tho kaise hai aap log????

3am Thoughts

I broke up recently with a very toxic guy and suddenly bonded over another guy in school. He mostly helped me through the break up and then we texted all week. (Cus schools are still closed here) I definitely like him cuz he's everything I've ever wanted in a guy. Imagine the perfect guy we all have in our dreams in flesh and blood. Personality, looks and everything. Yesterday he suggested we go out and get to know each other for real but still keep things low from frnds and everything. I'm totally up for all that but it's just that I've never dated someone I liked so much. And right now I'm soo terrified that I'll screw this up and he'll lose interest in me. I'm a really average kinda girl who talks politics and stuff uk...thats one of the things we have in common minus the average part. I feel like I would never find someone I like this bad and I wanna know the right way to maintain his interest in me ig? Like before having a great boyfriend I wanna be a great girlfriend... Any advices? 

Love

Now and me kam and toilet ka wall zyada lag raha hai ye app jahan log apne aur apne lover/crush ka name likh kar aate hai 

GIRLS LIKE GIRLS LIKE BOYS DO NOTHING NEW

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