Ek shaam beet gayi bina uski khabar ke...
Ek raat beet gayi bina uski jhalak ke...
Maano jaise sawalon ho hazaar aur jawab dene ke liye woh hi na ho....
2 din beet gaye koi khabar nahi.... intezaar ke alawa aur kar bhi kya skti thi mai...
Intezaar karti rahi.....
Aur....issiii beech ek khayal aayaa....
Kya hum sach me ek dusre ke saath rehna chahte hain?
Ya phir ye sirf waqt bitaane ka ek zariya tha.....

3am Thoughts

Hey there! I(24F) m in a secret relation wid my bf(24). We are dating since 4 years. I got the job through campus placement in 2019 and he got it in 2021. My parents were already looking for marriage prospects as it is time consuming process and he had no job. It took time but  Iunderstood why we cant marry. Today, we are both happy wid our jobs and still going strong. I have a surgery due this week. I am the eldest child in the family and dont have people to look upon to. I have never felt this lonely. He pings me he is there for me but is he physically there? NO. All I have is his messages that he is here for me. While actually I cant even ask him to be there for me. Are my feelings valid? I hold so much grudge that he is not there with me when I need him. 

Lonely

Finding your inner peace ☮️ is knowing that everyone is temporary 🤠

Now&Me Thinks

Can we be friends?
:( koi toh connect ho ja....

Friends

And then I realized the things I've got are better than the ones I was hoping for🪄

I just got an 80 on my final exam. AN 80! that's the lowest I've ever gotten. I'm gonna start crying I feel horrible. I studied for hours and I still failed, I feel like a disappointment.

Anger Issues

Another day has passed and today i feel like no matter how much chaos is present around you, you can always focus on right things. When day starts feeling right is when there is absolute peace inside. Knowledge is a super power. The more you gain knowledge the more u feed ur personality the more confidence u get. The purpose of living a good life is not about enjoying everytime but its about gaining knowledge and finding stability even in the most adverse situation. Make yourself adaptable and confident. No one can pull u down in this way. Always focus and react on worthy things. U are precious and important. Realise your worth.

Happy

✴  🤟🙏🤟 👉 बदला लेने के लिए मत सोचो। आराम से बैठो और प्रतीक्षा करो। जिन लोगों ने आपके साथ बुरा किया है, अंत में उनके साथ भी बुरा ही होगा। 🤘🥰🤘 ✴

Breakup

Ajeeb baat hai aaj tk jo ladki kisi ladke sa baat nhi karti thi jiska aaj tak koi crush n all v nhi tha jisne socha tha kabhi kise love , relationship k chkkar m nhi padegi wo 18 ki hota hi ek ladke sa attach ho gyi wo v iss trh  ki apne lakshya sa bhatk gyi thi par usse khud ko bahut alg kar lia aur wo attachment v toh one sided thi  toh best yhi tha . Par pta nhi yaar m bhatk kse gyi ab fir mne y thaan lia h ki iss stupid love n all k chkkar m nhi padungii ,kisi sa attach nhi hongi ab par pta nhi dar lag rha kahi fir m apni baat na bhul jaau kisi sa attach na ho jauu , meko ab kisi faltu cheej mai nhi parna never ever idk ki mai apni baaton pa khadi utar paungi ya nahi but ab meri first and foremost priority hogi successful hona . Par y emotionless heartless kse bnte hai meko ab nhi kuchh aesa wsa feel karna ya inn sab cheejo m fasna hai. Pta nhi 18 tk mai kavi distract nhi hoyi thi avi kse ho gyi.

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