Ek ajib sa dard ho rha hai, socha bhi nhi tha kisiko bohot pyar Dene pr return m ye dard milta h. Sayad pyar exist nhi karta aur galti meri hai jo main pyar m yakeen kar leta hoon , bohot waqt baad kuch post kar Raha koi majak mat bnana please, dard m hoon, rona bhi aa rha. Aur haan ladka hoon, par takleef aur dard ladkon ko bhi hoti hai pyar m

Loss

I have been dating my classmate for 1 yr now (Long distance from 4 months). I dont underdtand him sometimes. He gets rude and angry all of a sudden. He was sweet in the beginning but now he is mostly rude. He says he has some brain condition due to his fathers sudden death. He (bf) also says he is psycho sometimes. So is it really his brain condition or something else is going on? What should I do? :(

Boyfriend

I want to tell my orthodox Indian parents that I will only marry the guy I love. No matter the differences. I want to tell them that I cannot forget him. I want to tell them that its only him and no one else. I want to tell them not to make me feel guilty. I want them to let me live my life. I want them to not use their power to hold me down. 
I am scared. I am weak. It is true that I love them. But I am not selfish to want to live my life. I want to make them understand that

Family

I don't know who to share my thoughts anymore. Just aimless wondering around. Sometimes you just need someone to understand and love you genuinely. Vulnerability places you at its lowest. 


3am Thoughts

Can we fall in love with our partner in arranged marriage?????

Anxiety

i want to kill myself more than words can express right now.

Suicidal Ideation

Can anyone tell how appendix pain is 
I am confused 

It's been a really long day today guys tbh,
Just wanna say to all those who are in the rush of life trynna make things better than yesterday - KEEP GOING☺️. The reason you have made it this far is because you believed in yourself even when it was hard to believe. It's because you chose to hold on and trust when it was easy to let go and give up. Remind yourself that this struggling part of your life is one of those tiny phases of your journey. But there is hope beyond this. No matter how long the path may seem, taking one step every single day will help you get through it. 
Buenas noches🌠💫

Affirmations

Day 143 of writing journal entries.

Today was a fun day! I spent it at the church and then went to the park for youth group. I talked to friends AND I got to play Volleyball! It was super fun! I’m so glad I got to go today. The rest of my day went as normal, which isn’t a bad thing. 👍

Hope you’re doing well everyone! :)

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