Eating at my best friend's arrange marriage after seeing their 57 relationships... 🙁

Aditya Sahu 

Ig mtlb chotu you are cute..... Thoda ajib nhi hai Ig 2 word ka iski full itni badi... 🙄

Haa aap jo kah rhe ho thik hi kah rhe hoge par ig ka mtlb kya hota bta do na ab 🥺

3am Thoughts

I am feeling sad and anxious to the point that it is physically making me nauseated 

Breakup transformation movie please suggest

Movies


I am transgender FTM.... I always knew my dad probably wouldn't accept me because he always made nasty jokes making fun of transgender people, but I always had hope in the back of my mind. In a recent conversation he outright said he wouldn't want me to be a boy and after that I cried for hours.. I know I should cut him off, but the idea of him hating me or even just never talking to me again makes me feel really depressed. I don't know what to do, I don't think I'll be able to handle it.

Family

I’m feeling alright. I haven’t been myself the last few days or months. Been feeling all kinds of different emotions. I sometimes feel alone I feel sad I feel depressed some days. Some days I just want to cry cuz the stress and the loneliness gets to me. 

Lonely

I know only one thing that no one is worthless. Every individual on this earth has a unique quality. Some knows what it is, and some still exploring what it is. I don't know which qualities I possess but sometimes I still feel worthless after knowing everything. Today, my cousin sister who is around 12 years old, got third prize in singing competition. I'm not jealous at all, I'm rather happy but I don't know why suddenly I feel like, I did nothing as such when I was in school. In reality, I did many things. I have a file full of certificates. Still I feel like I'm worthless. Why? I don't have any answer to that. When I was 10 years old, I used to take dancing classes. I never loved dancing as such but I enjoyed it. But still the teacher always body shamed me and also made me stand in the last row because I was tall and also always told me that I am not good at dancing, so I should be in the last row. It really hurt me you know. And sarcastically, my school dance teacher always told me that I dance really well, I should take part in reality shows which we see nowadays also in television. I know that different people give different opinion but sometimes it really hurts when someone doubts you and discourages you but still after all those negativities, I'm trying to live happily.
Also, lack of confidence was always there in me since childhood but still I dream that one day I will do a solo dance performance bcuz I never done that till now. It doesn't matter what others will think but I will do it. 
I guess.

All time favourite poem (and/or poet)?

Books

Sometimes i feel to quit the job where toxicity, no respect is given & it will be worst place to be , recently only i have joined now i am already feeling to leave it asap

Work

can someone please help me understand social cues because i stfg—

yesterday i was hanging out w my cousin and their friends for the 3rd of july (basically the 4th but far cheaper). we had a pretty big group, about eight or so of us, and one in particular stood out to me, for the sake of anonymity, their name will be Daffodil. Daffodil was really cool. it was clear that everyone in the group was a lil bit “💁‍♀️✨🏳️‍🌈”, and so am i. Daffodil and i were the youngest in the group and so we were bonding over that, just as my cousin said we would.

i let Daffodil go through my photos, and they found memes of mine they liked and gave me their number. they continued to take over my device, took a bunch of pictures with it, sent them all to themself, it was great. they demanded i keep each and every single photo of themself that they took.

didnt really hit me that we coulda been “”flirting”” until later. because it’s the honorary 4th of july, there were fireworks. during the fireworks, i was just telling Daffodil about the guy i’d had a crush on for a bit now while watching the colors pop into the sky. it wasnt until nearly the end of the firework show that id realized Daffodil didnt watch the fireworks, but was looking at me and actually listening to the words i said. i described the guy i liked as “my sort of stupid” and Daffodil gave me a quick “that sounds like me lol.”

y’all, im a dumb little teenager. was this flirting?? they gave me their bracelet and i gave them mine and we’re gonna see each other again on the 6th and i just-

i live like 9 hours away from my cousin and Daffodil so its not like we can hang out and maybe turn it into something. should i hope to see them when i visit again in the winter? should i accept it as one of those “teenage summer romantic sparks” and let it be? when is too soon to make them a spotify playlist??

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