Early this year I got into a relationship and a few months later he called it off. For a long time after that we didn’t speak much and when we did he was a real dick to me. I was so fucking broken. But I’m better now and not 100% over him but I know I love myself more than I love him. Recently tho we started talking again like we used to. No awkwardness etc. And it was going fine up until now coz he’s been so caring and sweet and I’d forgotten how nice it felt to have someone give a shit abt me. I’m afraid I’m gonna fall too hard for him again and he won’t feel the same way. I’ve promised myself that imma use my brains n try not to act based on emotions.
I don’t really need advice just needed to rant :-)