Each moment has it's own beauty and is worth living, be it happy or sad. It's just we are too late to realise it. Travelling back in the lane of nostalgia, we often reminisce our highs and lows and cherish them. That's the beauty of life.

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Alopecia

Have u watched "better call Saul" ? If so, You might love this song ......

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What tf is happiness 😭

Self Harm

Anxious 

Actually I am unable to communicate with my loved ones due to covid and their health , how are they doing is a matter of constant fear for me . I overthink and this leads me to a situation where it feels like what if I loose them. 



Anxiety

Today I made up with an old friend that I had a fall out with so that was nice, it was also raining a lot and cold and he offered his hoodie to me but I kindly rejected it, but otherwise, it was an ok day overall. The guy that I have lost feelings for knows that I'm no longer happy and keeps pushing me or something like that where it makes me feel overwhelmed and my grades aren't helping with that. I have 2 F's now and my art teacher doesn't know how to put in grades but she fixed it so that's okay. My mom has seen that and told me that she doesn't care and that she is going to stop caring. She's no longer letting me do things that make me happy now and taking everything away from me until I can get my grades up which by the way mid-terms are this Friday and I have so much work to do. School ends in 27 days and my grades suck. I won't be able to play softball or basketball next year with these grades and Thursday I have a track meet which most likely will be my last one because well, Mid-term Friday. So if I can't my grades up or anything then my last track meet is Thursday of this week and I won't be playing softball nor basketball this year and freshman year if my grades can't come up. An eligible GPA is 2.5 and currently, I'm at a 2.0 with 2 F's... Parents don't make it better. they are just making it worst and worst with the constant hounding.

Mental Health

So, recently I figured out that there was no way that the person that I’m in love with has no chance of being interested in me. This looks complicated, but it is simple, especially for me. He is not interested. And then, I thought about ways to manipulate people around him, just to make him think a little more clearly. He already had a girlfriend, but as I stalked one of his friends with him, I learned that he uses her as a showoff prop. That may seem weird, and it kind of is. He wasn’t in love with her in the first place. So there might be a chance for me, right? Nope. This may be a never ending cycle. He has a lot of girls drooling all over him, when he decides to break up with one, he can quickly find another. All those good looking, cute, rich girls... I couldn’t be one of them. But I could pretend that I was one of them. Just like every other girl did. But then I thought, if he isn’t going to love me actually, wouldn’t all that effort go to waste? Considering that I’m quite ugly, and not rich enough to look *cute* with expensive stuff, and even if I was, still wouldn’t be as attractive, I accepted my fate. I am ugly. There is nothing else to do, other than not giving a shit about love. Really, I mean it. If you are lucky, guys are going to love you and if not, shame on you. This world is not fair, and it is neither my or his fault. So, at the end, I came to the conclusion that love itself isn’t meant for me. And somehow, it has nothing to do with a spesific person. Now, I know it. The next step is to actually acknowledge it and stop hoping that he will love me back one day. How can I make that proccess easier?

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